Just some thoughts. (:
Thursday, April 23, 2009
I do not made a good friend to be with.
Neither do I have good friends. (Or what some people called - Best friends)
When choosing presents for some of my friends (As birthday presents), i always ended with no clues of what makes the best present for them. Therefore, I always resorted to buy something i love and gave it to them. Some of my friends who accompanied me will mock at me and said things like - He/She will not use this kind of stuff, only you! Sometimes, I am ashamed of myself cause, it seems that my friends know what I like and etc but not vice-versa.
I believe that many people will buy something which their friends like on their birthday. But why? Presents or gifts resemble blessing and all, but why is it that now, buying presents for your "best friend" seems to be sitting for a 'tough' test to show how much you understand your friend.
why is it that we people do not view it in another angle? In my opinion, I think when it's their birthday, it is much more nicer if we were to give them what we like and treasure instead. no? (Ignoring the fact that I felt ashame of having no clue of what my friends like.)
Sometimes I felt that my friends understand me. Sometimes I don't.
Sometimes I just felt like I want to be alone, but they don't know. They thought I am angry or upset about something.
Sometimes I felt that I am being betrayed.
Sometimes I felt like I am being used.
Sometimes I felt like I am using them.
Sometimes I felt an imbecile.
Sometimes I felt that they just don't understand me.
Sometimes I felt that I should not have any friends.
Sometimes I felt like locking myself up
Sometimes I feel like being a mute for the whole day (That's where people thought I am angry or upset)
Sometimes I felt blessed with friends.
Sometimes I felt that they are just a hi-bye friends in my life.
Friends thought that they know you super well.
Friends thought that they can control your emotions
Friends thought that you will be happier with them.
Friends thought that by blogging out their feelings about you (showing concern), will make you feel better
Friends thought that giving your "ardent" admirers a chance to woo you, you will appreciate them.
Friends thought that not telling you who are your "ardent" admirers is a way to help you (perhaps by saving you from being even more troubled)?
Friends thought that whatever they ask, you will answer them (esp your family matters, personal matters)
Friends thought that you are "brave" enough to confront with them (either on Msn/Sms?face to face)
Friends thought that whatever they provide are the best of the best solutions.
Friends thought that they are the very very best.
Friends thought...
I am sure that people reading my blog will be asking what had happen and who am I referring to.
Friends think that I am nothing but a coward.
If you think I am refering you, so be it.
Name(s) are not mentioned. Blogging back to "shoot" or reply me is alright. (cause you are just trying to prove to me that you are the one whom I'm refering)
Anyway, Went to R's house and had a chat with Xian Ling.
She told me that there are guys wooing her.
Her bestfriends/group of friends know about it, but didn't tell her.
How sad.
Her closest in school knew before her but she was the last to know.
But the time she knows about it, It was almost too late to change the whole thing.
Anyway she mentioned about the guys are planning to do something for her during the june Holiday whereby she will be invited to a ballroom (or chalet? Can't rememebr).
XianLing: Oh my god? HOW HOW HOW?!
WeiTing: If I were you, I will pour the drink over his head. How nice can that be?!
XianLing: *Pause* HEYHEY! Good Idea!
(R stares)
(Both of us kept laughing)
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