fighting alone
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I don't know if anyone is or has experienced this kind of weird feeling like what I'm going through now. It's terrible. I'm just weird. Nowadays I often have doubts on people, thinking that they did so and so for a certain motive. Mood swings getting from bad to worse. I just can't seem to be able to talk to someone/anyone. I starting to get annoyed easily and will ask that particular person I'm talking to, to shut up. Oh man, what the hell has got onto me? I hate this man. now, I want to be alone but the next moment i would find myself calling/smsing friends to accompany me.
Everything went poof... gone.
I hate to be alone. But I know I will be alone...so accept it Wei Ting (GET THIS piece of shit INTO YOUR HEAD)
I'm afraid of telling someone what courses I'm interested because I know they look down on me. (Yes, I hate this man)
No one will be there for me... no one . no one no one no one no one no one...........