WEI TING

ART

2012-02-16T12:00:00.002+08:00

I was googling some hyperrealistic paintings and I came across two artists' works.

Breath taking.

By New York Artist, Alyssa Monk

By Gottfried Helnwein

I think his intention/theme is pretty much straight forward.

Photography

2012-02-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

I loved the first job that I was offered right after my A levels. (not the editing part though) Watching performances and seeing the smiles of the children just warmed your heart.

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Tree of life

2012-02-12T01:03:00.009+08:00

10th Feb

Woke up at 10am to Pan's message. we are supposed to reach Theresa's mum's salon at 11am. So, I flew there... I had no idea what colour I should dye. I wanted Platinum blond I don't want to scare the kids @ the place I'm working at.

Check out their magazine and decided to do this. (Trying to fix photobucket and I swear this is getting on my nerves!)

Before

looking real silly

Dyed but before hair cut!

AFTER!

Pan's hair

Went home to get changed before heading to Orchard to meet Hur Mei to catch Tree of life.

It was indeed an 'artsy' film with extremely impressive motion graphics. HOWEVER, I thought it was a little way too long (137 hours) as I fell asleep for 2o mins in the middle of the movie. Well, I'm not exactly an artsy person I guess. :X

This is the kind of film that you have no idea what's going on 3/4 of the time.

This is the kind of film that you get bored by the ambiguous plot but have your breath being taken away by the cinematography.

This is the kind of film that forces you to wikipedia its synopsis half way through the movie to have a greater understanding of the film.

This is the kind of film which you get to see in Art museum. But instead of a 10 mins film, it is an extended version of it.

So here's the synopsis (Skip this if you want to kill some time while waiting for the film to end)

Synopsis

A mysterious, wavering light that resembles a flame flickers in the darkness. Mrs. O'Brien (Jessica Chastain) recalls a lesson taught to her that people must choose to either follow the path of grace or the path of nature. In the mid 1960s, she receives a telegram informing her of the death of her son, R.L., at age nineteen. Mr. O'Brien (Brad Pitt) is notified by telephone. The family is thrown into turmoil.

In the 2000s, eldest son Jack O'Brien (Sean Penn) is adrift in his modern life as an architect. One day he has an argument with his father regarding R.L.'s death. Later, after Jack sees a tree being planted in front of a building, he begins to reminisce about his life as a young teenager during the 1950s.

The universe is formed. As the galaxies expand and planets are formed, voices ask various existential questions. On the newly formedEarth, volcanoes erupt and microbes begin to form. An Elasmosaurus, a large wound in its side, gazes out to sea. In a forest, a youngParasaurolophus is wary of predators. Later on a riverbank, the Parasaurolophus lies wounded. An Ornithomimus^[4] emerges and examines the wounded dinosaur. The Ornithomimus places its foot on the Parasaurolophus’ neck, preparing for the kill, but then reconsiders after watching it struggle. The predator wanders off. From the vantage point of space, an asteroid is seen impacting the Earth.

In a sprawling neighborhood in Waco, Texas, live the O'Briens. The young couple are enthralled by baby Jack and, later, his two brothers. When Jack (Hunter McCracken) reaches adolescence, he is faced with the conflict of accepting the way of grace or nature, as embodied by each of his parents. Mrs. O'Brien (grace) is gentle, nurturing, and authoritative, presenting the world to her children as a place of wonder. Mr. O'Brien (nature) is strict, authoritarian, and easily loses his temper as he struggles to reconcile his love for his sons with wanting to prepare them for a world he sees as corrupt and exploitative. He laments his decision to become an engineer rather than pursue his passion of becoming a musician, and now pursues dreams of wealth by filing patents for various inventions.

Jack's perceptions of the world begin to change after one of his friends drowns at the pool and another of his friends is burned in a house fire. He becomes angry at his father for his bullying behavior and begins to keep a running tally of Mr. O'Brien's various hypocrisies and misdeeds while lashing out at his mother for allowing the behavior.

One summer, Mr. O'Brien takes a trip around the world in an effort to commercialize his inventions. While he is away, the boys enjoy unfettered access to their mother, and Jack experiences the first twinges of rebelliousness. Goaded by other boys his age, Jack commits acts of vandalism and animal abuse. He later trespasses into a neighbor's house and steals her underwear. Jack is confused by his experiments with violence and experiences guilt, throwing the stolen underwear into a river to rid himself of it. Mr. O'Brien returns home, having failed to sell any of his inventions. Shortly thereafter his plant closes and he is given the option of staying with the company and relocating to work a stable yet unfulfilling job, or be terminated. Mr. O'Brien agrees to the transfer and he and his family pack up to move. Mr. O'Brien laments the course his life has taken, questioning whether he has been a good enough person. He reconciles with Jack, asking forgiveness for his harsh treatment of him.

In the present, adult Jack leaves work. Riding the elevator down he experiences a vision of walking on rocky terrain while seeing images of death and the dead returning to life. The vision is intercut with scenes of the Earth incinerated by the Sun as it expands into a red giant. The Earth is left alone as a desolate, lifeless frozen planet still orbiting the Sun, which by that time has turned into a feeble white dwarf.

Jack tentatively walks through a wooden door frame which is erected on the rocks. On a sandbar, Jack is reunited with his family and all the people who populate his memory. His father is happy to see him. Jack encounters his dead brother, whom he brings to his parents. Accompanied by a woman in white and her younger self, Mrs. O'Brien looks to the sky and says "I give you my son."

Jack's vision ends and he leaves his building smiling.

The mysterious, wavering light continues to flicker in the darkness.

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Headed to Dakota to have our later dinner @ around 10.30pm. Ordered curry fish head, youtiao, and of course, lao ban!

While waiting for our food to arrive, HM took out a piece of blank paper and a pencil. I teased by her asking her if she's going to do her work here. Being her friend for 5 years, I already knew what's she's up too. My heart skipped a beat. But I managed to calm myself down and told myself to face her.. face something which I'm dreading to talk about face-to-face. She gave me an awkward smile and secretly drew in a deep breath. She too, must have called on all her courage to face her ordeal- to talk to me.

The end came anyway.. She brought up the matter which I'm troubled with for the past few weeks. Our friendship.

That piece of paper was to draft out a plan for our next gathering.

Again. It's still the both of us planning gathering to gather a group of friends who see no purpose in it.

Not certain if she reads my blog, I told her exactly what I have posted on my blog anyway. Taking a step back, I showed my understanding and gave a benefit of doubt. I expressed the possibility that they might just be too busy with their school work and new friends.

I used 'Perhaps.' I remember.

As usual, even though she might be the one who brought this matter up, I've always been the talker and she's the passive one. I was nasty and said that IF anyone of us met an accident, the attendance for the next gathering would be perfect. This is so true.

'When did you realise this? Holiday?'

Interrogation. Not question.

I clearly understood where she's coming from. Trying to find some fault in me, hoping that it might knock some sense into me. But everything was obviously not working in her way. She was the one who needed to wake up. Not me.

Stop living in your own world

I then told her that I wish not plan and celebrate their friend's birthday for them anymore. It sort of ended off the topic.

It didn't exactly sound as bad as I wrote here. But the situation was indeed very bad.

I guess this is a pretty lengthy post. Shall continue tomorrow~ :)

Just some random love quiz

2012-02-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

Your Scores

6	Words of Affirmation
12	Quality Time
4	Receiving Gifts
3	Acts of Service
5	Physical Touch

Interpreting and Using Your Profile Score

The highest score indicates your primary love language (the highest score is 12). It’s not uncommon to have two high scores, although one language does have a slight edge for most people. That just means two languages are important to you.

The lower scores indicate those languages you seldom use to communicate love and which probably don’t affect you very much on an emotional level.

Quality Time

In Quality Time, nothing says “I love you” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

Saw my friends doing this and decided to take the quiz out of boredom.

2012-02-10T01:10:00.003+08:00

Another big day coming.

What's wrong with my relationship with people.

It seems like I am the only one who is clinging on very tightly to my secondary clique who doesn't give a damn about us.. me.

I hate meeting/socialising with people (in fact, friends in JC) but I don't mind at all if somebody just call to ask whether I would like to have a gathering with them. Actually, this sounds wrong. Because I'm the one who organise most of the outings. And so, it's impossible for them to ask me out. F.

Celebrating birthday became a habit. It is now the reason to gather. This is perhaps the reason why I hate birthday celebration so much. Mine, in particular.

Vented my frustration to ivy and told her about my concern that I might leave S'pore for years and wanted to spend some quality time with them. She became worried, for a day only, i supposed.

I wish no one send me off, no one celebrates my birthday for me from this year onwards. I don't wish to be remembered if our friendship is so superficial.

My favourite/must-watch movies

2012-02-09T23:26:00.005+08:00

Les Choristes

Taken

I am Sam

Inception

My sister's keeper

A walk to remember

The notebook

500 days of summer

127 hours

Kaiji (I have only watched kaiji 1, but it seems like youtube only have part 2.. so yup... anyway, if you want to feel smarter after watching a movie, this is perfect for you.)

The lovely bones

Do check out the book as well. It's beautifully written.

Going to watch this tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure this is going to be one of my favourites too ;)

CHINESE MOVIES

Jackie Chan's movies are classic. So here's Little Big Soldier for you

If I had to recommend a local movie, I would recommend this. Kidnapper by Kelvin Tong

Connected

Shinjuku incident

Perhaps Love

Red cliff (Both 1 and 2 are a must-watch!)

Perfect two

Korea: The Man from nowhere

Found a list of films that I need to watch soon~

http://www.filmschoolrejects.com/features/year-in-review-the-best-foreign-films-of-2011-rhunt.php/all/1

Personal diary

2012-02-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

Started a personal diary yesterday and I had fun painting and writing. It was spontaneous.

my brother came to my room, flew and lied next to me just to show this to me a few days back. Love the videos he showed me so far. & this is, of course, one of my favourites. I was having a hard time looking for this video because I couldn't remember the title of the song. But thank god that he's in army- that means that he had showed me this on a weekend! So I managed to find this using my history browser. ;) Enjoy :D

Happy birthday Jia Zhen

2012-02-06T23:29:00.003+08:00

Love

2012-02-06T01:37:00.002+08:00

Cold hard truths:

I have never had any boyfriend in my entire life before.
I think I might have an angmoh boyfriend. But that's if I get to go overseas to further my studies.
IF NOT, my future husband might be a teacher. [OH TOOT]

Have been thinking of the meaning of [love]. How do you know who is ur [Mr Right]? I feel that love grows no matter who that person is. It doesn't matter whether he or she is ur mr/miss right. An example would be our parents. We don't get to choose our parents but we love them. Loving somebody unconditionally perhaps is the one and only key to finding your true love. I hope I make sense... at least to myself.

MOE Teaching Scholarship

2012-02-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

I signed up for MOE teaching scholarship tea session again. I guess today was my third time (or fourth since I came for two sessions today) sitting through all these. Everything is much more clear to me now that I know which universities I am applying to, so yesterday (4th Feb) was definitely not a wasted trip despite having only 2 hours of sleep (Slept at 6am!) and was annoyed by my brother's singing and playing guitar in my room and his conversation with my mum as early as 8am in the morning!

The first session that was held in the morning from 10am to 12pm was Humanities talk. I 'lied' to the people in my group that I thought of taking up the chinese language scholarship (cause I thought that language is part of humanities!?) Oh wait, but hey! I don't exactly mind teaching chinese! I think it's very inspiring and of course, fun to learn and teach. We had subject head of English from a school in woodlands (can't remember the name of the school) sharing her experiences and answering our enquires in the first sharing session, and an officer, Joey, clarifying our doubts we had about the application process. Now I think I am more clear of what I want to study in universities - Major in Art and minor in Math. Because teaching mathematics has also been my passion. I had no formal experience in teaching Art (unless you are talking about Artgrain) but I think it is more drilling and I not too sure if I can handle it.

PS: Oh and I saw familiar faces like Wan Teng, Lin Hao, Song Ru's friend and Isabella.

We had a short break in between and it was extremely awkward when I had to talk to my friend (Wteng) and her bf (okay, I just ignored his presence ever since what he did to me.)

The second session was in the afternoon from 1.30pm to 3.30pm. I happened to be sitting in the same table with Mr Tan, my former AEP teacher. I felt less nervous and in fact, it was as if I was 'home' once again. (oh god, I guess I have took AEP as my second home without even realising it.) We had speaker, my senior who was previously from Nanyang JC to speak to us about her experience despite only taking up the scholarship last year. She is one speaker with a good sense of humor. ;)

After the talk, i mingled around with vivien and her friends (and Mr Tan) and learned that they are submitting my video work for SYF this year! Woah! I am excited for it! (hope I can at least attain a gold) :D

I headed to Seng Kang (popular) and spent $111.60 (I think) on books!

So here's the list of books I bought today (yes it's pretty scary):

1. Giddens' You are the apple of my eye

2. The Hunger Games Trilogy

3. The best I could by Sunhas Anandan

4. The notebook by Nicholas Sparks

I am a shopaholic when it comes to books, note that I didn't use 'avid reader' or anything along that line, because I LOVE buying books but NOT READING them. That's.. pretty bad right? BUT! I am going for a change now! Reading shall now be my hobby (not watching some taiwan/korean dramas or varieties that can't enrich my life). I guess my writing will improve very soon.. :D

Alright, it's 12:58am now and I just slept from 6 to 11.38pm. My body clock is screwed up I think. Oh wellz, think I'm going to spend my night reading and then chatting with Lim on FB (just like what I did last night) later on!

PS: I will be spending my day alone tomorrow again :D

Okay! Bye! Till then! :D

A brand new blogskin

2012-02-04T01:19:00.002+08:00

Managed to changed the blogskin and the layout a little. I think I have a fetish of putting my face (relatively big enough to fill up the entire screen) as the layout. haha! Not exactly 'atas' looking despite all the photoshop effect. I might feel 'paiseh' if anyone click into here with me around them. So today was a spend-the-day-alone day and all I can say is that I truly enjoy every single moment of it.

I was supposed to meet pan this morning and reached RJC before 12pm today. But I woke up late (cause I slept at 5 or 6am in the morning, yes yes, insomnia) but managed to reach by 12.30pm (before the representative from MICA had to leave at 1pm!). Presented our portfolio to her and had lunch with Mrs Toh who was kind enough to treat us to the cafe in the JC. :)

I think I like Mrs Toh even though I don't exactly agree with some of the things she said. But oh well, people have their own opinion, gotta respect them.

So the lunch stretched all the way till 3pm and I left for Page One Sales at VivoCity. Walked around for 2 hours and all I could get for myself was just an painting book (which costs me $20 :/). I was feeling a little empty and decided to do some shopping. Bought a dress and a sweater. Now I know why there's a term called 'shopping therapy.' I think it does help. But not a lot. Especially why I realised that I have been spending one hundred a day.

you need good food to make you feel better whenever you are sad. That's quite true right? So I headed to Hong Kong Cafe to have my late dinner. But I was again, sad and felt sinful cause I've been planning to go on a strict diet since... Wednesday? But my plan obviously didn't work out.

It's 1.35am now and I need to sleep soon as I'm attending this scholarship tea session at 10am to 3pm tomorrow. Why on earth did I even sign up for this talk? :(

PS: My posts are already brainless, why did I even choose to put my 'act chio' photos as the layouts? I'm making myself look so bimbotic. sigh.

Untitled

2012-02-03T03:30:00.003+08:00

My life is in a mess now. I think? That explains the title for this post; Untitled.

So I just bought a new sketchbook and oil canvas paper at Artfriend today. I need to make full use of my life and time. I need to start writing and reading, more. I have something exciting to do but I have yet to have a concrete plan for that. I guess I will be spending some time alone tomorrow till Sunday doing my portfolio and drafting out plans for my future.

I don't know why but it seems that everyone, my secondary school friends especially, are drifting away from me. Next thursday is Jia Zhen's birthday and I wonder if anyone's going to plan her birthday surprise with me or am I going to do it alone? ... In fact, I think I might be the only person celebrating with her. Oh well, if that's that, I guess I won't really mind much since I'm going overseas this year so less responsibilities for me from next year onwards. Been involved in planning for everyone's birthday for years. Some just refused to take initiative. I really detest these 'friends' of mine. :(

People don't have time for me. They have time for their new friends. I don't know why. I miss them so badly. I guess I sound a little childish and selfish here but this is so true.

Sometimes (most of the time) I just want to spend my day alone, thinking about my life etc. I don't exactly like to socialize with people. I find myself doing that under unfavorable circumstances, like working, gathering.. However, I thought I enjoyed myself whenever I was with my friends. I'm weird.

Maybe I just don't like my JC friends? I mean, I always feel like I have to do or say something to entertain them. I feel that they judge me as the person who appears in front of them. I like to see my friend laugh. But sometimes it just so tiring. (but it worths it after all)

I type like a 8-year-old child and this is going nowhere. Shall stop here. Welcome to my first blog post after so many years of hibernating. :)

I lied, again

2011-09-20T00:58:00.004+08:00

I woke up at 9.30 yesterday, (alright, it's tuesday 12.59am, but right now at this moment, it feels like a Monday to me. Oh wells, if you have not already noticed, I treat both days the exact same day if I don't sleep the day before. I mean, most of us feel that way right?) and gave a 3-hour tuition. I reached school at around 3 and was caught by MH. She reprimanded me as she thought that I shouldn't be 'wasting time sleeping' and should only have 6-hour of sleep a day. I know where she is coming from. This is a period where we art students should be rushing out our prepboards at home. It only seems alright if and only if we are doing our prepboards till late night the night before. I wanted to tell her the truth- that I didn't oversleep, I was giving tuition. (I couldn't say that I was having tuition, cause right now, tuition is somewhat deem as 'wasting time' too. In fact, she warned/hinted me that I should skip my tuition for art; yes I did once or twice) So the lie was that I sleep the entire day- more than 8 hours of sleep huh?

I lied cause I didn't have a choice, did i?

Today, I slept at 5am in the morning. I have no idea why I didn't wake up at 7am despite reminding myself the night(morning) before turning in. I had cramps at 9 and I hate myself for ignoring the 'sign.'

Guess what? The next moment when I woke up it was already 2.30pm! Never in my life did I ever sleep past 12 noon. Never hated myself so much. and I mean my words. I hate myself. really.

I rushed out and returned back home as I realised I forgotten about my painting. I came out and decided to wait for bus 82 (to serangoon) as the sun was scorching~ and I hate to swear esp when I am wearing my spectacles. Waited for 20 mins before realising that the bus was out of service. How dumb can I get?

Took the train and received a sms from MH and I reached Serangoon. To avoid being mistaken that I was a lazy pig for 2 conservative days, I lied again. saying that I had tuition in the morning. I bet she knows that I am lying. I bet she hates me.

Well, I guess so as I told her that my tuition is only math. I did not tell her that sometimes my math tutor asks me to join the physics class as well. How? MH dislike me now.

My mood is worsen when I read SQ's tumblr. She mentioned that MH gave her jagabee and sweets. I don't fancy over the gift. Just wondering why the love i receive is a little different. period.

I am a bad student. And I don't think I deserve anything. But sometimes, I pity myself. Sometimes I only get a maximum of 4 to 5 hours of sleep everyday. (In fact I think it's weird to have a min of 8 hours of sleep). Maybe I just wish that someone could pity me. But I know no one will ever pity me. Not worth it. right?

If there's someone I need to hate in this world, I guess I would say: myself. Because I don't live up to other people's expectation. I let people down.

v says that she treats birthday very seriously. she counts the number of real friends she has with the no of presents she receives on her birthday? Why and how come these kind of people exist on earth? i don't understand
I don't think i have real JC friends. maybe only shiquan?
I think people don't really like me. I think they think i am lousy. Not useful to them in any form.
I don't know if I can make it for art deadline. more quality drawings/paintings. Give me strength.
I wish I can cry easily and publicly so people can understand that I actually have feelings and will break down too
I told ernie that I don't think i can find a bf. he told me to take it slowly

I have less than 3 months to A levels

2011-08-13T02:06:00.002+08:00

It's already August, and I'm just about to feel all tense up for A'level. Up till now, I can't believe that I am taking A; I am a student from a Junior College. Never in my life did I expect myself to do good enough for a JC. Never. I was expecting myself to enter a Poly. Nevertheless, I guess god had a better plan for me and since I could try out JC, why not? Jc has been treating me good, from receiving scholarship to UOB. I was just on luck. Now, I'm afraid to know if i had use up my luck. I'm serious. I realised I haven't been putting in enough effort for all my subjects, not even for art.

Hey, are you really a JC student preparing for A level? I am disgusted by my own action. Taking today as an example, I went to watch 'Horrible Bosses' with Pauline and Jing Yi instead of doing my art in the MAC Lab. Alright, I guess I should deny myself from receiving ample sleep as a form of punishment.

Why do I feel that whatever I say is to try to fit into the society?

Why am I always so afraid of facing strangers?

Why can't I be bubbly, vivacious, upbeat?

Why can't I be like other people who have no problem making friends with others?

I don't really like it when I always feel so awkward and feel like escaping.

But I guess that's me. When I'm outspoken and could make friends easily, then it's no longer wei ting.

This week's target:

Finished up filming

finished up prepboards.

GO!

Lost for words.

2011-04-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

My tweets are abstract. Sometimes, when i looked back or re-read what I wrote on my blogs or what I've tweeted, I don't understand what was I writing...

Things didn't went well since weeks ago. I was supposed to head down to Singapore Biennale today (or yesterday) but apparently my friend whom promised to accompany me said he didn't know he promised. I really wonder if he received messages I sent to him. I felt.. stupid. did he break his promise? To be frank, I don't know. But if an 'okay' signifies a promise to you (just like it signifies to me), then I think, he really did break a promise.

I just feel that we are no longer close anymore.. I can no longer think or feel what's on his mind. Our msn conversation has became meaningless... worthless to continue or even to begin.

I always find myself getting pissed off at him cause he could tweet using his mobile phone, but failed to reply my messages sometimes. Tell me... assure me that it's alright to get pissed off at someone like him.

A few weeks ago, I found two of my friends (hm and ivy) went to Universal Studio. I was supposed to meet with hm for a swim. When I called her, she said she wasn't free as she was meeting her friends (apparently I know her 'friends' as well)... When I saw the photos on facebook, my heart just sank.. I never thought that I was so insignificant in their eyes. or should I say.. I've never learned to believe that. Shouldn't she call me the day before? Why didn't she ask me out? Why am I so insignificant?

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I'm a stronger person today. I'm no longer sad over him (but I'm still sad over hm and Ivy).. I realised I don't really have any close friend(s) in Nanyang anymore. But it's okay.. it's alright, I think. I don't know why but I'm back to blogging again... But anyway, I gotta rush out the following before hitting the sack tonight... (or tml morning haha):

1. Art Video

2. GP Research

3. Econs Essay

4. Art Worksheet

.......

5. Physics tutorial

2011-02-04T21:02:00.005+08:00

Overdue photo (taken after photoshoot for A'level)

CHINESE NEW YEAR (DAY ONE)

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-04T13:32:00.002+08:00

新年快乐！

not sure if all of you feel the same way as me; there's no CNY feel this year and I wonder why :(

Anyhow, I'm heading over to my grandma's place for buffet :D

Will post photos (cause I'm planning to privatize my CNY photos on FB) heehee! :)

2011-01-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

Why are u always alone?

Because I hate being left out or abandoned.

So, I'm so glad that my girlfriends have never left me alone.

2010-12-15T15:55:00.002+08:00

Just did a photoshoot.. bleh~

Will update more next time :D

Random photos!

2010-12-10T12:52:00.003+08:00

HEY PEEPS! SCROLL DOWN FOR 'RE ACT' POST! ;)

I always do this when my hair is still wet!

Just took these photos: (Look! I'm prepared to head to work later!)

Anyway HEY GUYS! I am doing good! Just that I have yet to come up with a concept for my A level Art! :( Gotta do some math before heading out for work later! ;) Cheers!

~~PS: Have wrote a post with regards to an Architecture design workshop I have attended recently. Will post it up once I'm done uploading all the photos on photobucket :)~~

RE ACT

2010-12-09T13:11:00.010+08:00

On the 6th to 8th of December, a small group of Nanyang Junior College AEP friends (Adrian, Wen Han, Wilmer, Jun Kai, Ernie) and I attended an Architecture Design workshop (Design my Place), organised by Reallyarchitecture. I guess some of you might wonder why would I join such a course especially when I didn't even have the interest in Architecture design. Well, the reasons were pretty simple:

1. I wanted this workshop to be an eye-opener for me to know more about architecture design (who knows? I might fall in love with it and take architecture as my Uni course!)

2. My dream is to have my own Art Company, so i thought perhaps I could use this chance to learn about Architect drawings so I can design my own company building!

Students from Secondary Schools to Junior Colleges (St. Andrew Junior College, Temasek Junior College, Duman High School, Nan Chiau High, Raffles Girls.. etc) Like any workshops or camps, we had a brief introduction of ourselves through ice breaker games. There were groups names like 'Dove', 'Lion', 'Panda', 'Platypus', 'Horse' written on pieces of papers and were scattered on the floor. We were then told to form groups by rushing to the group name that best represents ourselves.. & obviously, their plan failed. One of the funny moments of that day I could remember was Mr Joshua Teo (Vice President of the Organisation) spelled 'Platypus' as 'Palatypus' and became the butt of the joke for NY people.

Introducing you to my group members (THE PLATYPUSER!?):

Arina > Guan Hong > Awar > Adrian > Ernie > Wilmer > Me > Por Liang

The purpose of that workshop was rather different from what i thought it was; it's about Urban Planning where creativity comes in and play a part in improving and solving face by the residents. On that day, we went to Joo Chiat Area to interview the residents/Shop Owners/Tourists. After having lunch at Astons, we went back to Research@Eastzone (TJC) to begin our project. Another small activity (making 30 changes on ourselves and got our partner to point out those changes) was held in the late afternoon where we learned that when making changes, we have to be aware of our surroundings as we need not just use materials on ourselves, but also objects around us.

Second Day was a little more fun when we got to build models and used other materials such such as pins and strings to illustrate our plan. However it was sprinkled with a little unhappiness as there was dispute among us. (Details shall not be revealed)

Third Day (last day) MOST EXCITING DAY! That was the day where we rushed everything out (from models to write up to draft for final presentation). Spent most of the time discussing with Wilmer about his idea of the Culture Pavilion.

Culture Pavilion

Did section drawing (I did 3 drafts!!) while plan drawing was done by facilitator.

Section drawing

Plane drawing

Shophouses (one of the pavilions)

Kopitiam Pavilion

Images of our presentation board:

That's Ernie!

Busy doing a sample for final presentation

Wen Han and Jun Kai's group!

What about us?

BUSY EATING SWEETS!

That's Mr Joshua Teo!

Wilmer

Adrian

Guests- Residents living in Joo Chiat/Katong

Sylvia (One of the facilitators) And guess what!? She was from Nanyang Junior College too!

PRESENTATION TIME:

Wen Han & Jun Kai

All in all, I find this workshop suitable for students who wish to take Architecture as their course in University/Polytechnic. However I thought that the duration should be shorter (it's 8.30am to 7pm plus for the first 2 days!- I swear I was tired out & couldn't process whatever information that was given to me after 5pm everyday)

PS: Special thanks to Por Liang (our facilitator) and Bin (interior Designer) who gave us the idea of cycling to the back alleys of Joo Chiat which makes our idea implementable and successful.

Shall end off with a NANYANG GROUP PHOTO! ;)

i'm sorry

2010-11-29T04:44:00.002+08:00

I doubt you know that i am writing this to you, but I would still say this.. 'I am sorry.' I didn't mean to say 'bloody hell' in your face ... my stupid acts have hurt you. This teaches me to think before doing or saying anything .. cause it might hurt someone precious.

Talking about 'precious'.. I wish she will be back soon. I miss her and the old times we once had together... But it all seems too vague and impossible. how? :(

The fake Famous Amos

2010-11-26T13:45:00.002+08:00

Things to do for today:

Script Writing & send to the crews and actresses by tonight 10pm
Tuition homework (Ridiculous to think that I am actually doing tuition work when I don't even do my tutorial) okay~ -.-
Beg mama to get 550D with my own savings

Things to do for tomorrow:

A.R.T in the morning
Tuition in the afternoon
Bugis library/ Swimming

第二个自己

2010-11-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

或许没人知道现在的我和以前不一样了。以前的我做事总是认认真真的，不爱开玩笑，上课强着坐前排－为了是希望自己能专心上课。功课一定做完而且还准时交。现在呢？不只功课每次都没做完（更不用说交作业！），在上课前也并没有使出我的‘抢位本领’。

正所谓‘熟能生巧’，在学习怎么掌握好翘课的本领的当儿，‘我’也学会了拿捏好自己的情感－翘课时只有一丝丝的内疚。现在的‘我’，是自从我在中学时当上学生领袖想做的‘我’。说话不经过大脑，每份醇，相信大家都认为我做事的态度不仅是懒懒散散也不认真。

这样的‘我’就在这种的眼光下度过了大约十一个月。是真正的‘我’吗？这是我想要的吗？不晓得，因为我也当了这一样的‘我’，当上瘾了。

我不认得也不能分辨哪个‘我’才是真正的自己。

对自己而言，本身也是个陌生人。

Happy Birthday Mum :)

2010-11-10T04:15:00.002+08:00

First of all, here's a note to myself:

Guilty

I have spent my entire day editing; It's 4.16am and I'm still doing some video editing for a up-coming presentation!! I miss blogging terribly! & I promise to come back with updates right after my presentation (IMPT because it's A level Project Work). So yup, gotta work on it. :)

Kinda lost my voice after spending several days staying up this late to do my work. I wonder how am i gona survive on my Presentation day :(

Heading back to school for rehearsal tml! GOOD LUCK TO ME!

PS: Thanks for coming back to this space! (erm, if anyone does)

Reflection

2010-08-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

I feel lousy because the day I embarked on my Junior College life, I could no longer find back the old-self. Responsibility, striving to excellence? Not me... Dear Wei Ting, what have you been doing for the past 8 months? I hate you. I really hate myself now.

Today, I went back to Greendale, some asked how am I doing in JC, 'Bad' was my reply. I could see the disappointment in Ms Yue's eyes. I remember I said something about going JC because I just want to try out a different path. Now, it's different. Put it that it's my egoistic, I've decided to really work hard and promote to J2. I need to because there's no point spending another year repeating everything again. But then again, I'm working hard so that I will live my life without regrets. :)

WEI TING JIA YOU!

Macbook Pro

2010-08-26T02:26:00.004+08:00

I received my Macbook Pro yesterday!
Decided to give my Ipod touch to my brother since I don't really need one. :)

As tomorrow marks the last day of Singapore YOG, it too marks the last rehearsal for fellow placard holders. I'm going to miss them dearly... Got to enjoy tomorrow to the fullest, and that includes enjoying the moments of having fireworks above your head... =X.. well, once in a life time...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILLIAN

2010-07-30T22:36:00.001+08:00

If it wasn't for Beijing trip, I wouldn't have know you. When Xue Fang decided to 'abandon' me to partner with someone else, I was terrified as that meant that we were roommates. I thought you were hard to get along; that explains it. Oh boy, who knows that both of us had great time gossiping, 'badmouthing' our Juniors, eating cup noodles at night, shopping like some mad women... It was such an awesome time to the extent that I wish I could return to those days.

Dear Jillian (鸡蛋) ,

Wish you a Happy Birthday.

May all your wishes come true

Stay healthy & skinny.

Be Strong :)

With love,

the cute monster: Wei Ting

TIRED~!

2010-07-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

TIRED!! :(

Had swimming lesson yesterday and I'm proud to say that I've mastered my free-style! YES!

Just need more practices ~

Returned home at around 10.10pm.
Had Online Project Work Meeting
Glad that we have all came up with a rough plan/Agenda

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Today was *&@^$#@#. I was late again! :(

Next week's goal: EARLY FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!

Anyway, I stayed in the staff toilet during morning assembly as I felt embarrassed (-.-)

Today's highlight: I had 2-hour Physics (O.O) But I'm happy that i have cleared my doubts for Dynamics

PS: There are only a total of 3 students for today's Phy.Lesson HAHA!

Went to view UOB painting exhibition with Vivien after school.

Had great time bonding with her Juniors HAHA!

Rushed to AMK to catch DESPICABLE ME!

Bahhh, I guessed my expectations are too high. :(

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Saturday:

9.00am- 11.00am: PW meeting

11.00am- 11.00pm: Rehearsal

(By the time I reached home will be around 1am I think :( )

Sunday:

6am - 9.45am: PW Meeting

10.30 - 11.30pm: Swimming

1.00pm- infinity: ?

Homework:

- General paper ppt

- Art & PW (storyline?)

- Math tutorial 5 and 6

- Econs Tutorial

- Physics Dynamic tutorial (FIND your FORCES notes!)

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2010-07-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

Mac book or DSLR?

Or save?

Art Students' Gathering

2010-07-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

Had Art Gathering 2 weeks back... Intended to catch 'Toy Story 3' at Tampines Mall but plan failed as we didn't want to leave anyone out. :)

Chilled out at the starbucks...
Adriana told us about 'Illuminati' scares the daylight out of me. :(

Next stop! J. CO Donuts!

Have I ever mentioned that I love Izzaty's Spec? How I wish the design of my spec is like hers too!

29th UOB Painting Competition

2010-07-10T22:15:00.011+08:00

Platinum Award Winner

Live out your dreams

by Ong Wei Ting

Oil on canvas

"When we were younger, we used to have the courage to dream of who we want to be. However, when we grow up, the courage we once had seem to ebb away as a result of parental and societal expectations. Soon, we find ourselves afraid to pursue our dreams as we are too concerned about how other people will look at us, or we become preoccupied with the practicalities of life.

To live your dreams requires not just courage but passion and conviction. My painting conveys a sense of self-belief and inner strength. Just like the girl in pyjamas singing with emotion, we should be unashamed to stay true to our dreams even if circumstances are unfavourable."

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Today is my BIG DAY! I've received a phone call from UOB 2 days back (I was eating beancurd when I received the call) and was told that I'm one of the 4 winners who won the Platinum Award. I remained extremely calm throughout the whole conversation. Afterwhich, i approached the beancurd shop auntie and asked for more sugar syrup (amazing not?). Yes, I was THAT CALM.

I finally got the feeling that winner should have felt when they were told that they have won something, (apparently, nervous and excited).... LAST NIGHT. Am I slow or what?

But I guess i wasn't excited for anything related to the award, but about interviews by Press Media. It will be my first time facing reporters!

Woke up extremely early today, but was almost late for the interview session as I couldn't make up my mind on what to wear before changing into my uniform and blazer. (Decided to wear my uniform in the end -.-) Printed out my artist statement before rushing out of the house. Spent some time reading and memorising my statement on my way to Esplanade as I didn't wish to embarrass myself if reporters were to ask anything related to my work.

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BEFORE PRIZE PRESENTATION:

The man on the right is one of the Judges (Prof Robert Ely), he was the first who approached me and asked me about my artwork. At that point of time, I didn't know he's one of the judges!

Prize Presentation:

Prof Robert Ely giving his speech

One of the Programmes that I was looking forward to

Group Photos:

Exhibition Preview at Jendela:

Lan Lan (My senior who has graduated from NYJC), has won the Platinum Award too! :D

This is Vivien's brother, Elias Tan. He was so adorable! He came to me and asked me about my work... He was so daring cause he thought that I don't know him! haha!

With Vivien's Mother. (She was so proud of me! omg haha!)

Throughout the whole exhibition, I am pleased and honoured to say that there were quite a number of visitors (Judges, friends, even strangers!) approached me as they are interested to know more about my work. I am extremely happy! Absolutely!

The lady below is from Indonesia. Woah!

Did I mention to you that Vivien and Theresa (closer Art mates) won in this competition too? Both of them won the Highly commended Award. Congratulation!

Vivien. Myself. Theresa

Theresa and her painting

Ms Hew and Theresa

Vivien, Miss Chiou and Ms Hew

Yi Sheng came to support too!

So did Jia Zhen who made the effort to wear smart causal!

Xue Fang.. She was the first whom I've approached to attend this exhibition. Without her, I will not be able to take the photographs (shown only in my prepboards). Furthermore she came to help out despite her leg injury~ XF! Much appreciated!

The most promising young Artist goes to Quinn (NJC) who happens to be Vivien's partner for AEP workshop that was conducted earlier in year.

The Winner for UBO Painting of the year.

I love her painting. :)

The whole event ended off with cocktail Reception (by Mandarin Oriental Hotel!)

The food are extremely tasty! XP! (Although my face doesn't depict it) I wish I could have 打包 back some home. Anyway, if you have been following me through my blog or fb, you should know that I have worked as a waitress in that Hotel before. hence, I was pretty shocked to find my ex-manager there! But too bad, he couldn't remember me! LOL!

END!

I think I will update more tomorrow... (with newspapers article and more reflection included definitely) :)

Good night!

To hate life or to love life?

2010-07-08T23:53:00.004+08:00

Do you believe in guardian angels?

I believe I have one watching over me.

Things haven't been looking very well for the past one month.

& 2 weeks back, the thought of committing suicide surfaced.

I bet you heard me crying when I had that silly thought.

I thought life has really came to an end for me at that point of time.

But you reminded about what he had told me.

The story of the girl gave me the courage to live.

You gave me the strength to see the beauty of the world.

The incredible strength to pick myself up and fuel my confidence level.

I became more confident and am determined to complete whatever that is on my plate.

You taught me invaluable lessons (I failed my Mid Years), and I learnt that in order to succeed, I cannot afford to learn the word 'procrastination.'

Consistent work is important.

I am learning.

Thank you.

Thank you for giving me something undesirable because you knew that I am strong enough to overcome that.

Thank you for trusting me. You gave me the power to trust and love myself even more.

Today, You gave me a surprise.

You got the people from UOB to call me and tell me that i have won platinum award for my painting.

I won $10k.

I stayed calm throughout the whole conversation.

Was I calm or was i appalled?

I couldn't believe what I heard.

Do you know thatI actually thought that everyone will definitely get an award.

Your surprise gift totally baffled me out.

Why are you giving something when I have yet to give in my best?

I seriously didn't expect to win anything for my UOB painting.

you should have rewarded this to someone whom have put in 100% hardwork, effort and painted his/her painting with the right attitude.

To be able to get AEP scholarship, i am already very very (extremely) happy and satisfied.

(Even though I have failed my mid years, I will try my best to score for my promos and assignments :))

I promise I will use the present given by you to do something for the children... (hopefully i will be able to carry out a project at the end of this year)

If that was the reason for you to pick me, thank you. Hope that you don't think that I am stingy.

I actually feel guilty when I knew that i got the award.

You're Beautiful & Happy Birthday Ivy

2010-07-04T16:08:00.003+08:00

Alex has been urging me to watch 'You're Beautiful' for a long time (before school reopened; 4 months back) Not being an avid fan of any korean drama nor singer (oh please, don't bother introducing me the members of Big Bang/2AM/SS501, you will just confuse me), I wasn't enthralled by his words.

P/S: Believe it or not, I didn't watch BOYS OVER FLOWERS, 咖啡王子 or GONG S

Not until I saw my sister watching that drama during the holidays (& I was busying studying for Mid-years!), I was tempted to watch it with her! Nethertheless, I was able to resist the temptation with DETERMINATION (reminds me of my Secondary School).

I spent my Thursday (3pm to 8am) and Friday (1am to 7am) Watching the whole series of the drama. I was simply captivated by the cuteness of the actress, the storyline, songs and acting skills of the actors!

- I was late for Art on friday cause i fell asleep at 8 and woke up at 11!
- I was supposed to be at the Art room by 10.30am! T.T! GOSH!
- Kinda regret for watching the drama and not doing my prepboards, but at the same time, I didn't know I have to submit my prepboards when school reopens!

Without Words

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
Like something I couldn’t see
I shouldn’t look at you at all

I should have run away
I should have acted like I didn’t hear it
Like something I couldn’t hear
I shouldn’t have listened to love at all

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away

What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Coming without any words
Why does it hurt so much?

Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it’s the same as before

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me

I zone out
I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, fire well finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprise to send you away without any preparations
It came without a word

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before, maybe all I need to do is hurt for a while
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Monday (Youth Day):

A SURPRISE PARTY FOR OUR IDIOL! (Her First album!)

Woke up really late (12 noon)
Embarked on my mini project
Finally finished designing after 3 hours
Did SOVA before heading to Hur Mei's house
Helped out in editing video and printing

Initial plan:
We were supposed to be ready by 5.30pm
& by 6pm we should have balloons filled up Ivy's room while waiting for her to be back home
but..FAILED!
At 7pm, The rest went over to her house, leaving Xue Fang and I at Hur Mei's pace waiting for the printer to print all the lyrics out.
Reached by 8pm and blopper was presented to her using HM's Lappy.
She sure had a wonderful time watching us making a fool of ourselves.
Got her to listen to some 'angelic-voices' singing some 17 songs.
Had dinner and birthday cake cuttting ceremony, followed by group photo-taking session.
It was a really simple birthday celebration, but hope she really enjoyed herself :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY!

haha, yeap, the album was a fake one.. that was her birthday present from all of us. Awesome?

However, there are songs burnt into CD/DVD.. Remember I mentioned something about listening to angelic-voices-singing songs? WE WERE THE SINGERS...~LOL!

2010-06-18T03:56:00.002+08:00

Dreams.Found.Changed.Realise In Progress
Somehow, the thought of leaving Singapore to fulfill my dreams and goals... just makes me sad.

Well, shall see how :)

Alter Ego

2010-06-16T11:43:00.001+08:00

I know what I'm aiming for in my life.

I know my goals.

But I still feel empty.

ACTIVE

2010-06-14T23:14:00.003+08:00

I'm planning to be active on blog (AGAIN)! However, just planning to, not to sure if it will work out well.

Woke up at 11.10am (completely late for art)
Rushed down to Art Studio to continue my painting
Felt weird surrounded by AEP friends (Even though we went to Australia together, - yea, that's why i said it's WEIRD) It seems to be that the kind of bond we once had in Australia have faded. Strange.
Did my painting till 5.00pm & then headed to Hougang (with a dollar in my wallet)
Swam 9 laps (can't remember)
it's so boring to swim alone :(
Left about half an hour later.
Reached Hougang Mall at 7.30am and bought sweets (that costs only 40 cents) - No choice, I was tooooo hungry as I only had a meal today
went back home for dinner
drop dead tired T.T
Watched TV
Uploaded Photos
11.31pm- BLOGGING
Going to do revision later

- I NEED TO STUDY!

- I WANT TO GO BACK AUSTRALIA (FOR HOLIDAY) BADLY!!!

- CAN I NOT HAVE EXAMS?

Things to blog:

- YOC

-Australia Trip (EXCITING)

- YuanTing's Birthday

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Mood: Holiday (please)

I'm not happy

2010-06-12T20:07:00.001+08:00

You love her more.

You love him more.

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I have a story which I can't tell....

A secret remains a secret

Self-reflection

2010-05-12T00:46:00.004+08:00

JC people are different. They are cunning and scary..
I've heard stories about JC people before I entered and embarked on my JC adventures.

I am just doing some self-reflection while flipping through the dictionary checking up vocabulary that I don't know. 'This, shall not be known to my friends, my classmates.' I can see and feel this imaginary boundary between them and I when comes to English. All of them have distinctions for their language. & I only have B4 (on a brighter note, I am truly happy because I finally proved to myself and that irritating English teacher of mine that I CAN MAKE IT within a short span of 3 months. Furthermore, I would like to take this opportunity to thank Miss Kerry Lim, whom stayed back during night study, teaching and guiding Ivy and I...SHE IS AWESOME)

I can still remember that on the first day of CT, Mr J.Ng asked if we can ignored how others look at us. I remembered I am one of those few raising up our hands and said, I can. Never did i know that I will change my decision... and realised how unprepared I was...

3-5 months has passed. I can't help but eager to know and care how others look at me. I am fear of rejections. I want friends (do i?) I want to remind myself that this journey hasn't been an easy one. People thought that I couldn't make it. They thought without Amath, it's impossible for me to take H2 math, they thought I will not be able to pass it. Classmates.. actually feel that with me around, they can be assured that they will not be the one with the lowest marks.

I am not afraid of fears.
I am fear of not given the opportunity to do what I want to do.
Now.. I am fear of facing myself.. my feelings.

What should I do now?

I love surprise

2010-05-03T01:57:00.003+08:00

Oh by the way, I received something......

*Scream!!* GOSH! MY FIRST KACHING! from NUFFNANG! Love them TTM!

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Dear Nuffnang,

I love surpriseSSS! THANKS!

Love,

Wei Ting

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It's 3.11am, I am really tired ~~and really wish to sleep right right~~, despite that I'm still going to plan what to do for TODAY(school holiday), and quickly finish up what I need to do within this few hours. (I am planning to sleep for 1 hour for today.. MAYBE NOT)

1. Edit photos
2. Print Photos
3. PI (edit and print it out-that's it)

Homework:
1. Physics (OMG I tell you!)
2. GP- Check up some chim words
3. PW- Got to do research
4. Math- Tutorial 3 and chiong finish my lecture 4 notes
5. Art- Stated above. Oh plus line sketching of my composition. and prep-boarding and SOVA!
6. Econs- READ READ READ. MAKE NOTES

Pratically, it's EXACTLY like preparing for Olevel luh.Oh maybe more HIONG.

PS: I know I shouldn't be writting in this manner since I AM JC student -.-
PSS: I've something special to write, but I need some time to draft out my plan and idea
PSSS: I GOT ALOT OF THINGS TO DO!!!! :(((((( (well, 'always look on the bright side of life', I will be movie-marathon-ing with my class tomorrow!) THAT's WHY I AM RUNNING THIS HOMEWORK MARATHON NOW!

2010-04-28T12:21:00.000+08:00

The Beautiful Creation

The sun's radiant light covers the Earth and penetrates through the orange sky. Its reflection on the still water is an image of God's most beautiful painting. I stand along the shore and gaze upon a magnificent scenery as the cool water washes the sand off of my feet. A breeze blows across my face and comforts my soul as it relieves my troubles and pain. The tranquility of a setting sun has shown me a glimpse of heaven, and the sound of waves pressing against the sand makes the scene all the more perfect. The scent of fresh air clears my thoughts as I reminisce about her beauty, and, once again, I catch myself thinking of her.I look to the sky and watch the seagulls soar through the clouds. The freedom of the birds brings me hope of, one day, flying through the heavens and liberating myself from all of my enigmas. Yet, here I stand alone with images of her brilliant smile that replicates the sun and her eyes that bring a sense of peace to my heart. She is my sunlight and serenity. Faint whispers of her voice play through my mind as the waves gently sway across the ocean. I look back to see a sequence of footsteps, but hers remain unseen.As the sun fades to the horizon, I recapture the moments we had shared in the past. Years had passed since my confession, and the way I had felt previously has not been surrendered. Her rejection had broken my heart, but, like the sun, I lie here with a promised love that will never stop shining. Through our disagreements, I had the privilege of understanding her sentiments and, each day, I desire to apprehend her thoughts even more. The sky turns dark and the moon gradually begins to appear in the night sky as I am in awe of God's alluring creation.A man once stated, "It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dream of yesterday is the hope of today and the reality of tomorrow." Distance will play against me, but fate will bring you back the sun always comes back. I love her

Be Right Back

2010-03-16T11:29:00.001+08:00

Sorry for MissingInAction for such a long time.
Will be back to update this little space of mine real soon. (:

2010-02-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

Things to do:

5 pages of news to reseach

A.Competition

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Chinese New Year Day One

2010-02-15T13:24:00.007+08:00

This year's Chinese New Year is a little different...when Jean's not around.

Going to my Grandparents' house for buffet (:

2010-02-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

The Student Councillors Pledge.

We, the Student Councillors of Greendale Secondary School,
Pledge our service to the school and the student body.
We will strive to do our best in all that we do
And be role models to our fellow students,
We seek to help our teachers to the best of our ability
With the support of all in the school,
We pledge to build a common culture to
"Light a path, Dare to Shine"

Whenever I see other schools' Student Councillors do their duties/lead/perform, can't help but to think of my own batch of Student Councillors, and compare our batch with theirs, and very often, I find myself saying ...

'My SCfamily can do way better.'

Dear councillors, how are you guys?

one thing to remind myself.

2010-01-30T19:38:00.001+08:00

If I were to drop out from JC and enters poly next year, I will be the most happiest person because at least I've tried and will lead my life with no regrets. I only got the guts to daydream about JCs before the release of O level results, but now, I can realize it. So I told myself 'Why not give yourself a chance?' If anyone of you think it's so silly of me to waste 1 year to try-out in JC, let me tell you this, YOU ARE SO WRONG. This one year will be one of the best years in my years of receiving educations. A year of meeting awesome people, teachers(hopefully) and more... So what position are you in to tell me that I've wasted 1 year if I were to really enter Poly in 2011?

Something that I, will say this to you very confidently.

放下了，一切都该放下了

2010-01-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

I read his speech over and over again.

It is so powerful that I cried... more than one time.

It's all over, letting go of grudges and bitterness...

It's beyond words for me to describe this kind of mixed feelings I am experiencing now and how grateful I'm to you and teachers for giving me the chance to be part of the student councillors' family.

Thank you Mr Earnler Liu.

Probably the longest comment in Facebook's history

2010-01-24T15:29:00.002+08:00

I've been wanting to do a post with regards to the 'f'' word. Well, I did make a post about it, but not here. Instead, as a comment in Facebook.

In my opinion, many people think that 'F' is a very 'IN' word. Besides, this word can be used in all kind of aspects, be it positive or negative ones. An example of a positive one would be,

'you can't imagine how f***ing happy I was when my crush walked towards me and asked for my number!!!',

a negative one would be,

'F*** him! So F*** up when I realised that his target wasn't really me but my best friend. & the reason why he aked for my number was because he was tooooo f***ing shy to ask from my friend directly! F*** him F*** him F*** him!!!'

(For more examples on how to use such word in a sentence or two, you may want to check it out at our younger generation's blogs. They have replaced the 'f' word with 'extremely')Also, the 'f' word seems to be able to bring out a kind of anger that one wants to express but unable to due to the lack of vocabulary he or she possess.

& yes, It IS normal and a common word. But this word wasn't in our 'dictionary' when we were in primary school (for people borned in 1993 btw). Which 'kind' soul has introduced this word to almost all of us and casted a spell which makes almost all human beings use (say,write etc) this word without the need of thinking twice? If it was one person's doing, it is already incredibly done 'awesomely'. Let alone talking about TV, Radio, News, Newspaper, Dramas, Movies, any other things where people can get their hands on them EASILY. ...

I believe that american idol season (Including other shows, I supposed) has censored away the word because they are awared that that isn't exclusive to people above 16 or 18, who are able to think and make right decisions whether or not to use the word when they know the meaning behind and know that it isn't a right/appropriate word to use. Kids MAY BE watching the show too! If they haven't did that, kids will inevitably and obliquely learn that word and may even argue with you saying that 'but hey, when they can say that, why can't I use that?? (followed by the 'f' word)' if you happened to be educating them. However, it will be a different story when the word is being censored away. Assuming that all kids are curious, and always do, when the BEEEP kept repeating, kids will start asking their parents why, why and more whys. This is where parents stepped in and educate their kids, teach them and answer their 'WHY?'!

In order to contribute to a better world, a world where our future generations are brought up in the right way, able to express themselves clearly without the usage of F***, everyone plays a part and same goes to the mediacorp (that's for Singapore,haha, not sure about USA's; do their mediacorp also named mediacorp?). They are playing a part in contributing to a better world! (so touching~ T.T)So, what we can do now is to create a 'anti people who use the 'f' word' group and make sure the number of members keep rising! (just kidding)

Okay, done with my 报章报道. OH, wait, last but not least, I strongly believe TV, Radio, News, Newspaper, Dramas, Movies etc have great influentials (as kids always imitates whatever the actors/actress did, or learn new words). Because I remember when I was in Primary 1 or 2 I answered a question correctly in my chinese test thanks to 小叮当 show! Oh talking about 小叮当, I haven't watch that for a pretty long time. HAIZ.

Okay, done, hope you read! ( longest comment I ever gave in my whole life)

2010-01-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

There are too many things for me to share and I've got no idea where to start from.

Few unpleasant things happened and left me thinking what's the next best step to take.

I love school but not when they make used of me.

So tired

P/s: So sorry, I've got to procrastinate the 'my best friend is myself' post to a later date. Do come back for updates (perhaps on Sunday).

'Art, is making the impossible, possible'

- Wei Ting

Lazy bum

2010-01-16T02:35:00.004+08:00

I have decided to post so as not to disappoint people who have made the effort clicking/typing my blog link.

Alright I will do jumping jack tomorrow morning to punish myself as I have not even started on new year resolution! H-A-H-A! But, hey wait, I have lots of things to do for the one post luh! Like posting EVERYTHING happened back in my secondary school life, the things that I have learnt through experiences, the ups and downs I had. The moment I received my first O level result slip back in 2008 and the second O level result slip in 2009. Photos that have to be sort out, chuck of passage that need to be coherent and 'boomz' before posting up. YOU SEE! So much things to do! Give me more time okay?

(okay lar, I don't know why I don't have the time when I literally spent my day facebooking,msning,smsing,eating,sleeping THAT'S ALL)

As much as I would love to go NP...

I'm not going.

Release of O level results

2010-01-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

Alrighty, I shall not post my results up nor what schools I'm thinking of getting in. Although some of my friends have already know what are some of my choices. Since I'm not in the mood to write a whole chuck of words describing how I felt since yesterday, I will hence post up photos that were taken earlier. :)

before we gotta our results

The next two photos were taken using Adriana's camera

I remember rushing in to 抢镜头 ahaha

me, Eunice, Esther, Ching Le

Eunice, esther, Ching Le, Adriana and me.

A PRESENT FOR MYSELF (have been aiming this for a long time..for your infor, months)

2010-01-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

EDITED

I'm currently not in the mood to blog cause

1. I've not changed out (just came back home, oh did I mention to you that I can't stand not bathing after spending even a few minutes outdoor?)

2. It's just feels so weird to blog using another computer

3. I spent as much as I earned

However, as the song goes.. always look on the bright side of life,

1. I will be wearing school uniform tomorrow!

2. I'm not going to work, yesterday was my last day of work! WHOOTS!

3. Going to start on my projects (very ready)

4. I have plans for tomorrow

5. I think I'm going to be committed to Orchestra. (Butt facing another 2 groups of people who has treated me BADLY and another one who has robbed everything I have had in school) T-H-A-N-K-S A-L-O-T Man! Too bad, I'm determined not to help you people. that's one of my 2010 resolutions, I'm so gona stick to it.

6. I'm going to do these things later:

~~Go jogging (I went with my mum! haha cool isn't it?)~~
Clean my table, pack my bag, tiding everything that's untidy (derr? -.-)
Prepare special gifts for 2 special teachers (just this will take a pretty long time, esp it's a SPECIAL GIFTS)

Anyway, here's a summary of what I did today (very boring)

Went to office to collect my salary and cancelled tml's job as I want to concentrate on nervous-ing for Monday. Oh something happened:
As I stepped into office, one of their staffs confirmed with me tml's working hour and place. I then told her that I will not be unable to make it. She was kinda of pissed off with me for not informing her earlier. & I was thinking

'excuse me, I didn't even get the chance to speak to you about the cancellation of tml's job as you asked me that question first before I even opened my mouth. I bet you must be thinking that I'm such an irresponsible person. -.- HELLO!? If I am, I will not make my way here to inform you right? (okay lar, that's just an excuse, my main purpose was to collect $$)'

'In the future, please inform us 24 hours earlier..'

(At that time it was 2.00pm. DID SHE PASS HER MATH?! I was 27 hours earlier luh! Besides, yesterday was my last day, so no 'in the future' HA)

'Oh by the way, why can't we get you through your hp?'

'damaged' (I then gave them my house no.)

WEIRD PEOPLE -.-

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Alright, after which I headed to ____ and spent hours picking gifts.

& yep, as I have told ya that it was a boring day.... the next thing I did was ..

I HEADED HOME! -o-

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Question of the day:

Is it alright to reject your friends when they asked you out?

I don't remember rejecting close friends' invitation no matter how tired I was or how unwilling I was. Perhaps the problem lie in me, I find it very wrong to reject people and leave them heart-breaking for the rest of the day.

My poor toe

2010-01-07T01:02:00.003+08:00

A small portion of my toe's nail got chipped off by Xue Fang. Nobody at fault though.
But lesson learnt: Never ever wear open-toe shoes when going out with Xue Fang.
(First I almost got tripped by her, Second my little toe was stepped by her, now, my toe's nail got chipped by her.. best thing was, ALL THESE HAPPENED IN A DAY)

p/s: I think i got phobia having people standing/walking/running/~~flying~~/jogging/~~crawling~~ around me cause this 'THEY ARE OUT THERE TO STEP MY FOOT AND HAVE MY NAIL(S) CHIPPED OFF' is stuck in my head.

P/ss: Xue Fang said this: Wah, I think your blood stained on my shoe eh.
(She only cares about her shoe, NOT ME! T.T)

P/sss: I love you, toe, always...

2010-01-05T03:04:00.002+08:00

I was asking Xue Fang when will she be getting a boyfriend and after laughing at my question (Cause she thought it was werid and random/sudden), she answered seriously that she doesn't have a definite answer as future is unpredictable. After thinking of a better way to answer these questions that I was often shoot at:

'Do you have a boyfriend?'
'When are you getting yourself a boyfriend?'
'Is so and so your boyfriend?'

I have came up with this

'I don't know when I will get myself a bf, but i doubt I am mature enough to handle such complicated relationship, hence I will continue to stay single till time ripes.'

one of the better answers that shows maturity, I surmise?

I perfer studying than working

2010-01-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

'I see the glass half empty even when it's full'- Ryan higaniga

That's exactly what I'm feeling now. Like what i have posted on facebook earlier on, think most of you now know that I dread to go work now. Just to make things clearer, nope, I don't sulk when I'm serving my customers/guests as I never allow personal feelings or emotions to affect my work performance. In fact, as mentioned above, I really put on a smile when I served. & at the end of the day my cheeks muscles ached. (well, that proved that I really SMILE)

Despite i got to know more and more regular staffs there, it was still difficult for me to 'get in' and bond with them as they already have their own clique. Further more, as an introvert, it was really and always a challenge to approach them and start a conversation.

Oh talking about starting a conversation, one of the regular staff approached me and asked if I could just smile and don't be so serious/sulky. I believe that really took him A LOT OF COURAGE just to say that sentence cause I know myself that when I don't smile, I look extremely fierce and unapproachable/unfriendly.

(WL, I thought I will feel better after posting, but I still feel very very very pessimistic!) HELP!

Anorexia

2010-01-04T23:01:00.004+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/34113580@N04/3186689734/

Why most (the number is increasing) girls see themselves FAT even their sizes are OKAY? (Some girls who are really skinny, think they are FAT too) What is happening to this world?

why on earth was there a person that entertains the idea of 'anorexia'? OH-MY-GOODNESS

*Sigh*

(Sorry, due to my laziness, my new year's resolution post has been procrastinated.. again, teehee)

Goodbye to 2009, let’s embrace 2010 with a wide smile

2009-12-31T20:41:00.001+08:00

Oh my goodness... Forgive me for not completing this in time. (Still doing) Guess I would have to chiong till 1 or 2 am....while watching rain's concert. :)

2009-12-31T00:47:00.003+08:00

I am going to post an extremely long post before 2009 ends. :) Come back soon!

My sister was painting (or should I say applying/rubbing) some white acrylic on small wooden blocks with her fingers. & they don't look nice.....

Me: E, what you are doing? wasting paints?

She: Nope, Christmas present for my friend

Me: Thank god I'm not your friend.

Rain

2009-12-27T18:47:00.001+08:00

This post will be introducing you my new idol... hehe

RAIN

so gona get this album mannnnnn.... (gosh, so many things to get, ~~so little~~no money)

There's nothing I want to hide away from you

2009-12-27T15:35:00.002+08:00

It's 3.35pm.

& here's the things I want to do by today:

~~1. Shop for groceries with mum~~

2. Concept for C.H.M

3. Concept for L

4. Starbucks (maybe not)

5. Read (oh well, you can't really R-E-A-D that books) that 2 books which I have not yet touch since.........(I've forgotten)?

6. Tidy my room thoroughly

7. V.Book @ Mac (hum, it's Sunday and Mac will be crowded, should I?)

My friend, thanks for trusting me

2009-12-26T23:35:00.003+08:00

I thought this post of mine, will be focusing on the Art students' gathering. But nope. Instead, I would like to focus on what has occurred to this once close-friend of mine.

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He was my close friend, we were really close as both of us were in the same class. Perhaps one of the reasons was that I don't really mingle with other people from other classes, hence don't really have many friends. But the main reason was that, both of us hit off real good. The ironic is that, our friendship started off pretty ridiculously as we weren't on good terms in the first few months and I really hated him to the core. I could really bite his head off every time I saw him, imagine that. hah! That day when we had our first chat still remains vivid to me. He approached me..... and stepped my new school shoe with his muddy shoe! (WTHeck right?!?!) he obviously did that on purpose, but I still turned to him and said why did you step me?" calmly.

'Jolyn told me to do that' was his reply.

clueless, I headed to find Jolyn, intending to confront her. (At that point of time, I don't really know Jolyn- only recognised her face.)

'Did you ask him to step on my shoe?'

'No, he also stepped on mine.' She lifted her foot and showed me that she was being annoyed by that too.

After which, as you may have guessed... both of us went to confront him. -.-
& yes, from that day onwards, I hated him to the core.

But eventually things got better as months passed. Gosh, he must really thanks me for being such a forgiving person luh!
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I happened to meet him on the bus when I was on my way home.

Now, giving a second thought, I think I should not post what exactly took place, (this is to respect him) but to share with you my thoughts upon hearing his story.

Trust me, I never thought that this tragedy has happened.. in fact, it is still on-going, let alone him. Despite it's really sad, but I'm going to say this matter-of-factly, he brought this upon himself, hence he ought to go through all this.

To you: (not sure if you will be able to read this, but still, I am going to write this down)
I will help you, if you are willing to change and only then, you will be able to help yourself. I am going to say this bluntly; your attitude sucks, so change it. you know it yourself. But still, the time spent chatting with you was really a heart-felt one. Not only that I know you weren't lying, I know that you trust me. Hence.. Trust me that you can change to a better one. :) All the best to you.

I saw another friend (J) of mine in him. :(
I seriously hope that J is alright. Pretty sure that J didn't read my blog before, let alone this post. But still, that day when you msn with me, was extremely awesome. I had never imagine myself chatting with you for sooo long man! (not even a 5-mins one) Thanks for sharing whatever you have shared with me. Lastly, this important message is for you: Please believe in yourself, and bear in mind that at least me, care for you...always :)

I am done with this post and will now edit a video that was taken at our gathering.
ByeForNow!

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T23:24:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

(although it has past 12. :( so sorry, busy watching TV/video/chatting.. that's why)

But nevertheless, here are some photos that i have taken not long ago... :)

Extreme right: Penning down my Things-To-Do List

21st Dec'09

A great book in hand @ Starbucks with Xue Fang on the 21st Dec

presents from Xue Fang

My favourite corner (study table) of all times :)!

Awesome people sent me 'MERRY CHRISTMAS!' but my damn phone got in my way to send

my wishes back to em. Despite knowing that my phone is damaged, I know I MUST reply to those who have made an effort to send me wishes. Hence, I asked my sister for her phone and managed to reply to most. (Sooooo sorry to those I have not yet reply)

This year's Christmas eve and Christmas were a little different. No counting down, no nothing.

I spent my Christmas eve at a Jap. restaurant, not to indulge myself with the Jap. food, but there as a waitress, pouring tea and clearing plates.

Christmas (today) is just like any other days. I went out to have a haircut with my sister, have Ice-cream (gosh, I have Ice-cream for 2 consecutive days -.-, got addicted, I think), didn't went to starbucks as much as I wanted to. Saving the best for the last, I got to REALLY SWEAT at night. Awesome isn't it?

*So sorry, I have yet to received all the photos from the following, hence you only got to see Me, me and more me. HAHA

RED Camp
Photos taken at work (promoter and waitress)
Working at Bookshop for a day (AWESOME! cause I got to work with my Secondary School's bs. aunty)

BYE FOR NOW :)

2009-12-25T14:34:00.002+08:00

Flash Mob on the 31st December'09! I'm so gona catch it LIVE.

(Since it's pretty near...okay.. VERY NEAR where I stay)

Besides, I will be able to reach home IN TIME (11.30pm) for RAIN. ;)

M.Oriental Day2

2009-12-18T04:11:00.002+08:00

It's 4.11am and I'm still with my make-up, dirty clothes, sitting happily in front of the computer, typing out this post.
Day 2 in M.Oriental was pretty okay, just that I preferred working with L.Z. However, I got to say that without him being my partner (Yes, I got to partner with another guy whom I don't even bother to remember his name. come on, he just wants to be with his girlfriend and didn't seems to be of interested to work with me. ah yes, he's definitely more interested in touching his girlfriend's waist and all. totally bleh. detest guys who don't know how to draw a margin between work and play. ) I have became more independent. I got to do things, in fact everything myself, & can seriously forget about any hero-in-disguise coming to my 'rescue'.
Well, you got to know that day 1 me was completely a white elephant. To be frank, without my day 1 partner, I think I will breakdown man. (Luckily my day2 partner wasn't my day1 partner, HAHA! or else I would really have cried and all -.-)

Before work, I was extremely nervous and kept on repeating "gosh, I'm afraid and nervous.. hope he's still my partner?" to SC. -.- (bah, don't know why he didn't seem to be annoyed though?)
After we changed into our uniform, I shared with him about what happened last week at M. Oriental. Both of us just kept laughing.
During briefing, one of the guys said something funny and I just burst out laughing...
After work (1am) he (LZ) was helping me to write the invoice( Is that what you called that?) and he paused at "Your Name." (LOL, my partner can't remember my name eh -.-)
I LOVE OT!

Made friends with sharmaine, sashi, Dean :) Wonderful people, i must say.

P/S: That bitch wasn't really a bitch huh?

Everything's alright

2009-12-16T12:56:00.002+08:00

In order for me to stop thinking

I'm going to give myself projects. (will tell you guys once they are done)

I'm alright now, out for a movie with Jia Zhen later.

Thanks Laura and Kar Wong. ;)

7Dec (Monday): -

Out to Kovan with Mum

8Dec (Tuesday): Working @ B.C Cafe

9Dec (Wednesday): Waitress at One At The Bund

Partners: Esther, Sharon, Rebecca and others (Can't remember)

10Dec (Thursday): Waitress at St.Regis

Partners: Christian and John

11Dec (Friday): Waitress at Oriental

With Shuai Cheng and some other Malay collegues (awesome people)
Partner: Ling Zhen

12Dec (Saturday): Promoter @ Marine Parade's Giant

Made friends with Su Hui & Fira

13Dec (Sunday): Promoter @ Marine Parade's Giant

Met Jun Sheng @ CO
Met Shuai Cheng

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14Dec (Monday): Spent 3/4 of my just-collected pay at Bookfest

Accompanied by: Jia Zhen
Bookfest wasn't really THAT BIG

15Dec (Tuesday): Orientation at maw

Totally awesome, just that the rest thought that the TP girl is the youngest (grrr)

16Dec (Wednesday): Out to Bugis and Dhoby Ghaut with Jia Zhen

17Dec (Thursday): Waitress at Oriental

18Dec (Friday): Waitress at Oriental

19Dec (Saturday): Promoter

20Dec (Sunday): Promoter

fighting alone

2009-12-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

I don't know if anyone is or has experienced this kind of weird feeling like what I'm going through now. It's terrible. I'm just weird. Nowadays I often have doubts on people, thinking that they did so and so for a certain motive. Mood swings getting from bad to worse. I just can't seem to be able to talk to someone/anyone. I starting to get annoyed easily and will ask that particular person I'm talking to, to shut up. Oh man, what the hell has got onto me? I hate this man. now, I want to be alone but the next moment i would find myself calling/smsing friends to accompany me.

Everything went poof... gone.
~~Once again,~~ I'm Fighting alone.
I hate to be alone. But I know I will be alone...so accept it Wei Ting (GET THIS piece of shit INTO YOUR HEAD)

I'm afraid of telling someone what courses I'm interested because I know they look down on me. (Yes, I hate this man)

No one will be there for me... no one . no one no one no one no one no one...........

2009-12-08T02:27:00.001+08:00

ADD ME AT ongweiting@live.com
HAHA! want to know the reason?
-I find it hard for me to tell the others my current email address. (SO EMBARRASSING)

I'll still continue to fight on

2009-12-07T13:15:00.004+08:00

There's certain things I refused to say though many want to know.
What's the purpose of knowing so much?
Does that make you understand me?

I don't have a perfect family, nor a story that could easily make one cry over and take pity on me.
My story was average.
My background doesn't make me who I am.
I, have dreams to pursue.
I know that no one will support me.
It's fine if your back is turned. I will still continue to fight on

那些鼓励我的话可以不用说了，因为。。。。。。你只是在敷衍我罢了。

Greendale Orchestra Banner

2009-12-03T11:17:00.002+08:00

I spent 3 to 4 hours till 3a.m doing this banner. I'm so proud of myself... Isn't this 'boomz'? (LOL, alright should stop eh) There wasn't any concept or message that I want to convey (unlike my other artworks), it was simply a design that aims to grab your attention if it were to hang in school.

Although it may be nice, compared to the uniform groups' banners, ours' isn't meaningful as it was only 1-2 persons' work. (The uniform groups' banners were done by a GROUP of students from their CCA, staying back after schools for hours to discuss from the design, colours, material to the concept and finally have their banner done up.) It was their effort and time spent on the banners, made their banners unique. To hang ours with theirs', does THAT brought shame upon us or.. me?

I got to leave in another 4 minutes for job-hunting! haha!

2009-12-02T11:21:00.003+08:00

Am I really.. a bad daughter?
Just want to spend the rest of the day alone... somewhere... not home, I supposed.
Will be back soon... positively.

More about me, a ISFJ

2009-11-30T12:49:00.005+08:00

The Nurturer

As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion.

Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. (very true)

ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. (yes, you are right man. My teachers and friends have this problem with me.) In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

Jungian functional preference ordering:
Dominant: Introverted Sensing

Auxilliary: Extraverted Feeling

Tertiary: Introverted Thinking

Inferior: Extraverted Intuition

P/s: This website is introduced by 绝配. :) I really love this whole passage about my personality.. I mean.. It's SOOOOO TRUE! Really touches me b'cause it's as if someone really knows and understands me. Thanks so much, my 绝配HAHA!

2009-11-30T10:21:00.002+08:00

My table is ALWAYS messy. Though I have made the effort to clean/tidy it up fornightly, it will go back to it's orignial state very QUICKLY. -.-

Table in my living room (it's gone now though)

Some photos which I should have posted, but lazy to do so .

Last day of work! (Yesterday)

Surprisingly, yesterday past quite fast eh. like SWOOSH, it's knock-off time! haha!

A BIG THANK YOU to S and M (J and X who intend to come but can't make it) who came to visit me at my working place. THANK YOU! haha! At least, their visits are what I can looked forward to.

Work is pretty fun cause there are students working there for school-attachment. Talk to some of the students but sadly, I don't know their names :(

Everyone is so friendly but not some. haha.

Going SB later with date Y! byebye!

P/s: Not really feeling prefectly well. suffering from insomnia I think. :(

P/ss: I think I'm being influenced by all the dental products, I got the urge to get all of them for my teeth!!!!!!!!!!

Promoter for Sensodyne

2009-11-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

& yes, I finally going to tell others what I am working as. -.-

Alright I will be working at Ion Orchard's Watson (B4) from 12 to 8pm, as a promoter. (TOMORROW'S MY LAST DAY)

Lunch Time from 5 to 6pm

See you cause I am bored. Let me promote sensodyne to you (If you are getting one)

Anyway, Sensodyne (almost all) are having promotion.

Don't know which to get? FIND ME!

2009-11-28T01:24:00.005+08:00

GOSH! It's 1.25pm and I know I should be in bed now. But I am SOOOO nervous for tomorrow! I am working tomorrow btw. (I am only telling SOME of my friends where I am working)

The 'best' thing is I have lots to memorise. SOOOO scare that there will be someone testing me and BOOM my with tough questions! OH NO! I am studying now and trying hard to memorise! (Do I sound I'm taking a major exam instead of working?)

PRAY HARD! All the BEST to me.
WHY AM I SOO NERVOUS AND SCARE EH!??!?!?! oh noooo :((((!!! (I wasn't nervous at all when I got the job cause I know that approaching others -strangers is my 专长) BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL MY WIRES MAN!?

2009-11-24T18:10:00.001+08:00

Alright Wei Ting, if you really want that job, you must first have your voice back.

RED Camp

2009-11-24T12:15:00.008+08:00

与“病魔”“战争”了五天，我已经开始渐渐康复了！今天打算出门呼吸新鲜空气所以只限自己一小时的时间把这篇写完。上个星期到了尼安理工学院参与它举办的RED camp 。起初，是想交多点新朋友，感受当一当参与者的心情，当然，最重要的是能够多了解理工学院所有的课程与校园里的生活。我也没有想过这露营是否会在我心里留下什么值得回忆的事，我承认，我甚至否定。

After a five-day battle with all the sickness, please congrats me as I am R-E-C-O-V-E-R-I-N-G!! I am planning to get some fresh air therefore I am limiting myself with only 1 hour to complete this post.

A few schoolmates and I went to RED Camp organised by the Good people of Ngee Ann Poly last week from 17 Nov to 20 Nov. I have decided to take part in this Camp as I wanted to make new friends, experience what a participant would experienced in a camp- surrounded by strangers but friends-to-be. (thought this is going to be very useful if I still got the opportunity to be a leader again) Most importantly, is to learn what are the courses offered in NP!

This photo is taken by Jovien Chia

Group Photo. (Day 3)

这露营与我往年所参与的露营有所不同，因它是个纯粹想让我们放轻松的露营，不需要像在其他的露营一样“发挥”领导技能。大家的任务也很简单，同样的也是“发挥，”可发挥的是三个尽情！

那就是尽情的玩，尽情的享受，尽情的尖叫

Unlike the other camps that I have participated in, this camp wouldn't want you to unleash your leadership skill. All we have to do was pretty simple, that is to have fun and more fun!

我怀念，第一天的我，穿着黄色的上衣，带着期待与兴奋的心情与同组不同校的参与者见面。。怀念的是那种兴奋，应相信只有参与者与我才能感受得到。
我怀念，第二天想赖床的我，最后还是皱的眉头到后港乘搭巴士。怀念的是，我最后却是以依依不舍的心情离开。
我怀念，第三天的一切。怀念的是主持人的话。那一段能够掀起我心中的涟漪，拨动我心弦的话。
我怀念，那三天的早晨
我怀念，慧林替我买的早点
我怀念，在车上吃了早点就睡的情景
大家的尖叫，欢呼声。。。已经找不回，也找不到了。一切，都结束了，也回到了原点。
谢谢学生领袖，谢谢百夫长，朋友。谢谢三位主持人，谢谢台前幕后的尼安理工学院学生。最后，感谢慧林的早晨致电，我才没有睡过头。
“光阴似箭，岁月如梭”而这一切都无声无息的在时间的河流中逝去。。残酷地只留下回忆。。。令人怀旧的回忆。

Everything seems to pass so swiftly. What left, are pieces of memories and photos that would definitely made us lost and indulge in a moment of nostalgia. Here, I would like to thank

all the student leaders (Centurion's especially!)
For being so enthusiastic! What I really appreciate is the special group of SC that made an effort to break the ice and know our names. Not just that, you guys really touches us (me, at least) when all of you formed a line, holding onto the big yellow umbrellas, trying your very best to shelter each and everyone of us from the heavy rain. undoubtedly, some of you were even drenched! I hope you guys are alright :)!
The emcees
Matthew, Pris and Roxanne. Gosh, they are the best emcees! You got to really see it for yourself! Thank you to the 3 of you for making RED camp an unforgettable camp for all of us!
Backstage crews (all the rest of the ngee ann people involved)
Really sorry as I am unable to list down the teams as I don't really know what are the various teams. However, thank you for making RED camp a success. :)

Last but not least, THANK YOU to all my dearest centurions! 'Oh i feel so boomz'
I really have fun with this group of friends-to-be! Thank you so much. I miss all the cheers we did together and the times we had our meals together as centurion.

RED camp... a different yet special and memorable camp.

Alright it's time for me to tuck into bed.

P/s: I spent more than an hour on this
p/ss: Just in case you were about to ask me to clarify the contradicting part in this post, I have separated the time spent on blogging into 2 sessions (afternoon and before bed time).

It's 1.50am and I've got interview tomorrow morning.
All the best to me :)

Mood: POSITIVE!

2009-11-24T00:30:00.004+08:00

太棒了！原来我的电脑有安装输入华语的功能。虽然以华语来与大家交谈有点不习惯，但我又怎么能抗拒这么好玩的玩儿呢？！

想要在博客上与您分享我的作文，可是怎么找也找不到！哎哟。看还是算了吧! 反正也不是什么“好料。”这暑假简直是太闷！如果谁有工作介绍，可以找我！我天天都有空呢！哈哈！你看，我闷成这个样子！可怜。

好了！我打算好好的利用暑假来充实自己！只不过，我得先把病养好才能冲冲冲！
先不告诉你我要做什么，成功了再揭晓！再见！

P/s:我讨厌吃药.

Valerie Ng's Birthday celebration

2009-11-23T13:05:00.002+08:00

2 weeks back, Ivy, Yuan Ting, Xue Fang, Jia Zhen and I have decided to give both the November babies, Hur Mei and Valerie a surprise birthday Celebration. Despite Hur Mei's birthday was over, we still insist planning a surprise birthday celebration for her. Besides, we even came out with various plans just in case any of them can't make it and also to reduce loopholes. The 'trap' we set up was rather simple where we told both sides different stories; we told valerie that we were going to celebrate Hur Mei's birthday while Hur Mei was told that we were going to celebrate Valerie's birthday.

Just a few days before Monday, we gathered at Yuan Ting's house to do a video clip for both of them. The burning of the video clip into a disc was then done by YT. (Thanks so much!)

On that day, something cropped up (Hur Mei was unable to make it), fortunately, we have various plans that were being planned before hand, hence we are able to 'cover' it up before valerie could smell a fish. We then headed to Mingles located in Novena Square. An incessant pang of guilt has slowly enshrouded me when 'Mingles' was no where to be found on the directory board!
Alas, we decided to have our lunch at other restaurant that can be found in N.S. I suggested to have Pizza Hut, however this restaurant that seems to have it's branches at all shopping centres, doesn't exist in N.S! Oh-man! Finally, we decided to settle down for lunch at _________ after roaming around the shopping centre ravenously (I have forgotten what's the name of the restaurant, however, will fill in the blank once I recalled).

As for how delicious the food taste, i'm sure it's needless for me to further elaborate as all has been encapsulated in the photographs below.

After lunch, we headed to Kovan to play bowling and pool. It was my second time visiting to that place and it sure brought back memories. Not being their usual customer, my total score was only 20 or 30 plus. >.<

Following next was pooling, a game which I have forgotten how to play. haha, well, I seriously don't belong to these kind of places.

Although this celebration was simple, it will definitely leave an indelible memories for all of us. :)

Who has more problems to deal with? The young or adults?

2009-11-22T11:14:00.003+08:00

The following essay was my first attempt of writing an expository. This essay was written before my O level and was marked by my teacher. I have to admit that I still have a huge gap to improve on. Please feel free to leave a tag/comment, I would be glad to hear any improvements you may have for this.

P/S: My essay was a little off topic.

Cheers,
WeiTing

It was the first day of school. Being late for the first day, the primary one boy knew that this would definitely to leave any good impression on his teachers. He stood outside the school gate, in a dilemma. ‘Should I go home or should I enter?” Simple questions went whirling in his mind. It was not the consequences that he was afraid of, but which decision he should make.

Walking nonchalantly down the streets along the school was a man in his mid-forties. He had just been sacked by his boss and wondered how he was going to tell his wife and handle all the financial problems he had. He saw the boy and wondered how wonderful it would be if he were the boy. Needless to bother about the ‘adults’ problems’ he had to face now. Squatting outside the school, the boy looked at the man, and wondered how stupendous it would be if he were the man. Full of Freedom, money and carefree….

As cliché as it may sounds, ‘the grass is greener on the other side,’ this however has perfectly depicts what both adults and young thought of each other. Many young people go through thinking that no one else on earth has more problems than them. In contrast, the adults feel that they are the one who are facing more problems than the children. In my opinion, young people will have more problems to deal with, compared to what the adults are dealing with now.

Adults have huge responsibilities on a wide variety of issues, such as financial, friendship and Relationships. Parents, especially, are responsible to bring up their children well. Unquestionably, these are problems that one would dread to deal with.

In this 21st Century, most young’s future plan embraces being the top-notch in whatever he or she does, tuitions and even more tuitions has been planned even before they were born. This is to ensure that one is able to survive in this increasingly competitive meritocracy society. Undoubtedly, these are too much for a young to take. Adversely, the young may even need to learn to deal with the stress they will or experiencing. Although in a parent’s perspective, this would definitely benefit the child as the parent understands that in this practical world and competitive society, it’s all about knowledge and the good degree that one needs to compete with the rest. Therefore, all these are seen as preparation works for the child.

However, with a road that has been well-planned for a child, from kindergarten to university, will there be a time for the child to learn to make his or her own decisions that concern his or her own future? Frankly, I doubt so. What the parents have invested in all this while may have all gone into the drain as what they have nurtured, is an academically strong yet an indecisive person engaging in work that he or she is chasing goals or dreams that they are unsure of.

Furthermore, most families have dual incomes whereby both parents work to provide a more luxury and comfortable life for their children at the expense of the time the parents have with their children. Most parents would therefore give their children plenty of pocket money to compensate and make up the loss of time. Obliquely, the young people are being ‘taught’ that money can solve everything. Therefore, what the adults have brought up, are some mentally-crippled children who have no idea on making and mending human relationships.

In conclusion, to be shortsighted, adults do have more problems than young people. However, when the society is in the hands of the next generation, these young people will need to deal with more problems because they are mentally unprepared and not taught to be independent thinker and decision maker. They are unable to see and conceal the flaws in them, how would they be able to deal with larger problems such as emotions and finances? To make things worse, the cycle may revolves when our future generations are being ‘guided’ the same way as they were.

Re-opening my blog

2009-11-20T20:42:00.003+08:00

The thought of closing this blog and re-creating another blog, hence starting a brand new cyber life there has indeed came across my mind. However, this thought vanished as quickly as it came after I read someone's blog.

After reading:

I am inspired to achieve what I want to achieve such as be bilingual, able to write things that motivate and touch others. I mean, these are things that I always want to do since young, yet, always not determine enough to work real hard for them, or should I say, always ended up giving up upon meeting obstacles. But now, I told myself I WANT to achieve all these and I must.

I'm afraid but I think I am up to challenges.

'Brave'

Jennifer lopez's album which I have 'won' (for now, I can't think of any other words to describe it) yesterday in RED Camp. Perhaps this is a hint.

All the best to me and will be back here once my fever is down.

2009-11-16T12:31:00.002+08:00

Caught a few movies recently and they are:

Alvin And The Chipmunks
Up
Bolt
Ice Age Dawn Of The Dinosaurs

I would say Ice Age Dawn Of The Dinosaurs is rather disappointing eh.

2009-11-15T17:44:00.002+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! (Sorry Ivy, will post yours at a later date- hehe)
Received a message from Ivy, and it goes something like this:
"Hey girlfriends! we will be celebrating Wei Ting's birthday on Monday (FYI, my birthday is on Sunday) .. (what followed were some instruction for the rest of the girls like, so and so will go get the cake.. what is the reporting time and so on)"

When I received that message, I beamed and thought that "haha, Ivy sent to the wrong person! There goes their SURPRISE party liao! hahaha"

The next day I told Ivy that she sent to the wrong person and she was SHOCKED.

*You know, I always thought that I AM SMART and KNOW THEIR PLAN* until SUNDAY....
yea, my actual Birthday. Hur Mei, Jia Zhen and I went for the Da Vinci exhibition and after that I suggested to have our lunch/dinner at the Mac.

H: eh, why not we have our dinner outside since it's crowded here?

and then she 'dragged' me to the 'destination.' (I actually say huh? and kept asking Where you bringing me to? (the 'destination' is pretty far from the Mac))- dumb huh?

&&&&&&&& haha! I saw the rest of the girls waiting for me at the destination and of course, with cake and all. (: SURPRISE!!!! haha

Yuan Ting and Ivy

Ivy and I

Yuan Ting and I

Hur Mei and I

2009-11-15T17:25:00.002+08:00

I don't take things that have been taken away from me.
I don't like to say the 3 'magic words' neither do I like people saying these to me. (Oh well, the consequence for that is- me in DEEP SHIT) So when I say that to you. You either take it or leave it - I don't really give a damn if you don't forgive me anyway.
I like to think a lot of things when I couldn't fall asleep.

& you smell smoke on me

2009-11-15T17:13:00.002+08:00

I am going to start on something which I always want to do since I am.... Primary 4?

okay okay.. Wei Ting, you need more self-discipline.

2009-11-14T20:12:00.001+08:00

OKAY.

Coming back with PHOTOS.

BE RIGHT BACK!

2009-11-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

267th post.
I seriously feel like re-doing everything again.
just what's wrong?

P/s: I felt being watched whenever I post something up. so I decided to keep things to myself.. as usual.

2009-11-07T13:40:00.001+08:00

HUI XUAN HAS BEEN STUDYING FOR HER O LEVEL TILL 4AM EVEYDAY. DAMN HARDWORKING HUH? *OH no I LIED*

2009-11-06T20:19:00.004+08:00

It's still the O level week but the lack of self-discipline me just couldn't resist the temptation of ONLINING and USING THE COMPUTER LIKE HUIXUAN.
BAH and yeah think i gona to (@*$^@*(# this exam.
Because I don't think I have 'woke up' and really chiong like what my other friends have been doing since the first paper?
BAHHH weiting is really slacking and treating this exam like some school based exam huh? (For your information I barely study for my school-based exams since Sec 3) tsk.. bad.. and I doubt I can enjoy myself throughly during the holidays.

I finally understood what Mrs Koh is trying to tell us whenever she asked... 'what the D word?'
Coming to Greendale is seriously a waste of my time and life.

2009-10-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

Please watch that!
I was wondering why didn't we have something like that on our graduation day?
EVEN the class videos were all edited. (cut from 1208357239847 hours to 1 min) -being exaggerating but you do know what i am trying to say huh? (So nice of them)
HAIZ. Different schools got Different treatments huh?

Credit to MJC's mathematics teachers, and the person who uploaded that.

2009-10-26T09:14:00.001+08:00

feeling ~~good~~ better. :)

2009-10-19T10:49:00.002+08:00

Frankly, I am not the kind who will retaliate, because it's simply tooo engery-zapping.
that's right! I am too lazy to be involved in any also, brawl makes A LOT of noise (did i mention to you before that I HATE NOISE- those contributing to noise pollution?)- who can stands noise anyway?

Any choir like that wants to take me in?
So interesting isn't it?

Although the it may not be the best choir (Because I think les choristes is the best), it does grab all of our attention (mine, at least)!

2009-10-17T11:04:00.002+08:00

I seriously need to do something...
Number of Visitors coming to read my blog has dropped significantly... from 700 plus (IF I AM NOT WRONG) to 300 plus per week.. :(
Bahhh..
Will give a proper update once i finished my PAPERS!!
BIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIG O

THE HOUGANG GUY

2009-10-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really hate to read what's in between the lines.
Why can't all things be written clearly and be on the surface?

Anyway, Like what I've told Ivy, I am going to titled this post as "The Hougang guy".
He's one of the inconsiderate guys I have met.
Thinking of googling/facebook/friendster him down and ssccreeaammm to the world- "HEY THIS IS THE BLIND MAN I AM TALKING ABOUT ON e 12/10/2009!!!!" right after my last paper.
*Oh welll... I can't bear grudges for very long... soooo I might change my mind."
Going to ________ this few days. If I happened to meet him again, I might just ask for his name as that will make my life easier. ;) *

4E2 CLASS GATHERING

2009-09-27T01:17:00.006+08:00

I really regretted not to leave my house earlier because the pit is FAR.. and I mean.. REAL FARRRR.
I managed to drag myself out of the house at 6.30, with the thought that "perhaps I will reach there in 30 mins?"
I started to blame myself when I received a message from Ivy saying that they only managed to reach the pit after a 40 mins walk.
To make things worse, I actually waited for my bus at the wrong bus stop. (how blur can i get man)
After a total wasteful 40 mins of waiting for bus and walking to the correct bus stop, I finally get to board the bus (the correct one, of course).
______________________________
this is what happened when I was on my way to the pit:

Ivy: Wei Ting, which pit are u at now?

Me: Erm... 25?

Miss yue from the background: Wah! Still got a LONG way to go!

*Laugh*

haha, I then started to run as fast as my legs could carry me... *trying to beat the time -40mins*
and tada. i reached! in 30 mins? -.-

Reached the destination and cheered like nobody business!
*Thanks Ivy, HurMei, Jia Zhen, Shuyi for fetching me*
Hurray!

Help to set up the BBQ thing by fanning? *erm.. okay- at least I HELP okayyyy???!!*
mentioned that the mushrooms looked stupid when they were being BBQ and was laughed by Lie Shun and Shi Rong. *LOL*

Ghost stories session, followed by games such as
-multiples of a no. (& Miss Yue never lose in that- you should know eh)
-Big Potato and small tomato
-Big Fish and small fish
-Hands on the ground
-Ice and water
For once, i felt like a child once again.
This is just so fun.

After games, most of us went home. :)
What happened on our way, shall be kept among us.

_______________________
I would say that this gathering was unexpectedly FUN!
I really enjoyed myself THROUGHOUT the whole evening/night.
it's really great to know such affable teachers and friends whom also dislike that Celebrity. You should know what I mean huh? haha!
Anyway, here are the photos!

Lie Shun telling his ghost story

Jiazhen don't blame me... you posed that for me! *Evil laugh*

Trip to NAFA

2009-09-27T01:00:00.004+08:00

People in the photos: Myself, Ctee, Hur Mei and Ivy

These are taken MONTHS back when we made our first trip (at least for me) to NAFA, together with my art class.

p/s: I really dread to post some out dated posts. But it's really ZZzzzZZZ when you realised that you are lagging behind. So .. yup, I have decided to post these photos up.

new and up to date photos coming up. :)

2009-09-26T14:03:00.001+08:00

Are you smarter than this bird?!?!

2009-09-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

Coming back later...
Things to do before giving a proper post:
1. E
2. M
3. Photoshop
:)
Bye for now.

Rene Magritte

2009-09-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

While I was doing some researchs for my class, I chanced upon this BRILLIANT image done by ElectricWizard. (Don't ask me why is it that I am always doing research... totally ZZzzZZ cause when there's genius in class, everyone is asking 'her' to do some things) *Ahem* you should know what I mean.

OMG... Isn't that just make you go WWWOOOOOWWWWWWW!!!??

FYI: Rene magritte is one of my favourite artist. :)

I like most of his works.

Will be BACK SOOOONNN with tons of photos!

-I HAVE COMPLETED MY ARRRTTT COUUURSSEEWWWOOORRRKKKK.

Big thank you to the following people:

Mr See (For helping me to find some images) ,Art teachers,

Esther (Giving me plastic bags for my final work), Izzaty, Eunice, Adriana, Ching Le, Hui Lin (For cutting prepboard's paper),

Hurmei (For helping me to set up my work- you rock big time. Doubt I can survive without your help! HAHA),

Thy Thy (for cycling allll ttthhheee way to RP to get me fishing line... and helping me to tie the banner, gosh you are fast in that man!) OMG.. thank you SOOO MUUUCCCHHH) ,

CTEE, Qi En, Hui Xuan and Shu yi (For motivating me!) ,

Yaohui and Sandy (who asked if I need any help, THANK YOU),

VERY SORRY if I have left anyone out...

Lastly, especially dedicated to my parents:

Dad who forked out the $150 for my plaster. (GOSH this is insane- the school is not willing to pay for any material larr.... :()

Mum for staying up the whole night with me to help me cut and paste papers. and of course, allowing me to occupy 1/2 the living room for my art- I bet you can't imagine the mess i created over the past few weeks. . Alsoooooo getting the box of plasters from bugis and took MRT back to punggol.

2009-09-20T21:09:00.001+08:00

7 Boards, 3 sculptures!

GO WEITING!

P/s: Loser.. you didn't even bother to reply me.

MCDONALDS. I'm lovin' it!

2009-09-17T13:02:00.001+08:00

I HAD THIS AS MY BREAKFASTTTTT!!!

JEALOUS OR NOT?!?!?!?

HAHAH

*pardon for that.. Cause fast food advertisements made me have deep craving for ALL OF them..*

ONE MORE DAYYYYY