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He was my close friend, we were really close as both of us were in the same class. Perhaps one of the reasons was that I don't really mingle with other people from other classes, hence don't really have many friends. But the main reason was that, both of us hit off real good. The ironic is that, our friendship started off pretty ridiculously as we weren't on good terms in the first few months and I really hated him to the core. I could really bite his head off every time I saw him, imagine that. hah! That day when we had our first chat still remains vivid to me. He approached me..... and stepped my new school shoe with his muddy shoe! (WTHeck right?!?!) he obviously did that on purpose, but I still turned to him and said why did you step me?" calmly.

'Jolyn told me to do that' was his reply.

clueless, I headed to find Jolyn, intending to confront her. (At that point of time, I don't really know Jolyn- only recognised her face.)

'Did you ask him to step on my shoe?'

'No, he also stepped on mine.' She lifted her foot and showed me that she was being annoyed by that too.

After which, as you may have guessed... both of us went to confront him. -.-
& yes, from that day onwards, I hated him to the core.

But eventually things got better as months passed. Gosh, he must really thanks me for being such a forgiving person luh!
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I happened to meet him on the bus when I was on my way home.

Now, giving a second thought, I think I should not post what exactly took place, (this is to respect him) but to share with you my thoughts upon hearing his story.

Trust me, I never thought that this tragedy has happened.. in fact, it is still on-going, let alone him. Despite it's really sad, but I'm going to say this matter-of-factly, he brought this upon himself, hence he ought to go through all this.

To you: (not sure if you will be able to read this, but still, I am going to write this down)
I will help you, if you are willing to change and only then, you will be able to help yourself. I am going to say this bluntly; your attitude sucks, so change it. you know it yourself. But still, the time spent chatting with you was really a heart-felt one. Not only that I know you weren't lying, I know that you trust me. Hence.. Trust me that you can change to a better one. :) All the best to you.

I saw another friend (J) of mine in him. :(
I seriously hope that J is alright. Pretty sure that J didn't read my blog before, let alone this post. But still, that day when you msn with me, was extremely awesome. I had never imagine myself chatting with you for sooo long man! (not even a 5-mins one) Thanks for sharing whatever you have shared with me. Lastly, this important message is for you: Please believe in yourself, and bear in mind that at least me, care for you...always :)

I am done with this post and will now edit a video that was taken at our gathering.
ByeForNow!