I have less than 3 months to A levels
Saturday, August 13, 2011
It's already August, and I'm just about to feel all tense up for A'level. Up till now, I can't believe that I am taking A; I am a student from a Junior College. Never in my life did I expect myself to do good enough for a JC. Never. I was expecting myself to enter a Poly. Nevertheless, I guess god had a better plan for me and since I could try out JC, why not? Jc has been treating me good, from receiving scholarship to UOB. I was just on luck. Now, I'm afraid to know if i had use up my luck. I'm serious. I realised I haven't been putting in enough effort for all my subjects, not even for art.
Hey, are you really a JC student preparing for A level? I am disgusted by my own action. Taking today as an example, I went to watch 'Horrible Bosses' with Pauline and Jing Yi instead of doing my art in the MAC Lab. Alright, I guess I should deny myself from receiving ample sleep as a form of punishment.
Why do I feel that whatever I say is to try to fit into the society?
Why am I always so afraid of facing strangers?
Why can't I be bubbly, vivacious, upbeat?
Why can't I be like other people who have no problem making friends with others?
I don't really like it when I always feel so awkward and feel like escaping.
But I guess that's me. When I'm outspoken and could make friends easily, then it's no longer wei ting.
This week's target:
Finished up filming
finished up prepboards.
GO!