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God knows what happened to us. I have absolutely no idea why or when did we just stop talking. Hours in office become unbearing. I'm dread to go work now- partly because I have no one to talk to, partly because of the stress I get from work. If it isn't for money and responsibility, I would have just quit. Sigh. I am actually thinking of quitting in march, when I'm done with the profit and loss statement and balance sheet for the company. I am grasping for space. I am grasping for ... Perhaps an answer or a stop to all these nonsense I am facing. Did I do anything wrong? Seriously.... Beat me :-(

I shall not be selfish; i am just praying for scholarship and better SAT scores now. Getting accepted into a good art institute is one thing. Funding for my studies is another. please. A more all-rounded education for me please. I am still quite lost and don't really know what to do w my life. I was actually thinking that maybe that's why people turn to face god. Turn to face him to seek for enlightenment and miracle.

[praying]

Make us history. Turn everything into memories. A part of me feels that way. I donoo if I should continue pinning my hope high up; hoping that he would start a conversation just like last time. Today will be judgement day. If nothing improves, I will just give up. 彻底死心

Reading this now. :-)

怎么办？

I yearn to attend good university. I just want to be safe. To be able to enter and in a top notch university isn't something one should brag about. Then why am I so desperate to enter elite school? To be frank, I'm just scared. I had been in neighbourhood schools since young. I have met teachers who didn't have a heart to teach. Why, u ask. Because of teachers' welfare, I believe so. The lack of concern on the welfare of others, rib away the incentives for them to work. Educators are human too.

Elite schools, they are being watched. Constantly. Educators are always on their feet- ensure that they are doing their best.