Friday, February 10, 2012
Another big day coming.
What's wrong with my relationship with people.
It seems like I am the only one who is clinging on very tightly to my secondary clique who doesn't give a damn about us.. me.
I hate meeting/socialising with people (in fact, friends in JC) but I don't mind at all if somebody just call to ask whether I would like to have a gathering with them. Actually, this sounds wrong. Because I'm the one who organise most of the outings. And so, it's impossible for them to ask me out. F.
Celebrating birthday became a habit. It is now the reason to gather. This is perhaps the reason why I hate birthday celebration so much. Mine, in particular.
Vented my frustration to ivy and told her about my concern that I might leave S'pore for years and wanted to spend some quality time with them. She became worried, for a day only, i supposed.
I wish no one send me off, no one celebrates my birthday for me from this year onwards. I don't wish to be remembered if our friendship is so superficial.
Changed on the 12th of December 2008